asking a straight guy if you can....

[TOChris]

I'm 29, never had a BF but fooled around with a few guys over the years. Def not had as much action as I would of liked to, but it is what it is and mostly with older guys as I am really into dads. None of my friends no Im gay, or my parents. Well they might be suspicious but i've never told anyone.

I play dodgeball on a team with friends once a week, its a mix of guys and girls we've known each other for a while and get a long well its very relaxed between the team.

Last season at the end of the season we lost a player so a new guy joined our team who I am ridiculously attracted to. He is about my age which is rare because Im only usually attracted to older men, but for some reason his body is just exactly what I would want in my dream guy. Big legs, broad shoulders hairy chest, built solid but naturally not a gym rat, and a big thick cock that is very visible in his gym shorts. So this season he is back and Im very distracted by him, every game now I can barely focus as I can't take my eyes of his crotch and the basketball shorts he wears with his dick flopping around in it. ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY.

After our games we usually go for drinks etc.. and I have learned that he is straight and single and he has even mentioned that he has not been getting action in a while. I came home today after the game and jerked off right away just thinking about that dick in my face. Why am I posting this.. because the idea of me asking him if I can blow him is floating around my head. I know this is probably ridiculous and I probably don't even have the guts to do it, but I can't get this guys body out of my mind. Have any of you ever asked a straight guy if you can blow them?? He is a really nice guy, very polite and honestly seems quite innocent and this is the only reason its really even a very very very slight possibility... He's not a macho douche or anything that would beat me up if I said I was gay, but my best guess is that it would embarrass and possibly scare the crap out of him if I asked him if I could blow him. Doubt I'll ever do it, just want to no if any of you have and how it played out... I can always dream.

[Sigma-taylor-E]

No, he said he was straight, so I'd leave it at that and go find something I can actually get.

[Seasoned]

I'd keep it at the fantasy level. No one knows you're gay? They will once he says no to your offer.

I hope you'll begin thinking about having a fuller and more fulfilled life. You deserve it.

[USEDCAR]

Don't waste your time on a straight guy. You live in Toronto go out to a gay bar and get a gay man

[TOChris]

I know... thanks guys

[Rolyo85]

Have some dignity, man. "The desperate faggot asking to suck the superior straight man's dick" - do you even begin to grasp how demeaning that seems on the outside?

You can and should do better. Getting out of the closet is a good first step.

[loveguys72]

It's a great fantasy that's best left in Fantasyland. Work on being comfortable with yourself and your sexuality so you can find a nice guy and build a real life.

Good luck.