duroc5088
I gotta be a rodeo man!!!

okay so I don't know if am just a little depressed or if I am just feeling sorry for myself...

right now it's 1 am, and levi is in bed.... I haven't slept very good the last week or so and I just don't know what is going on...

I guess my big beef is that I don't feel special.. when Levi and I started dating he use to say sweet things to me all the time and he use to do sweet stuff for me... and i did the same for him... as of late it seems like when I try to do something

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I know I'm in love. I hate going for even a day without seeing my man. He is proving with each passing day why I want to spend the rest of my life with him. He never stops impressing me, and he never gets old. I would spend every waking moment of the day with him if I could. I can't spend eough time with him, and when I stay at his house or visa virsa, I never want to go to work, it is hard for me to leave him lying there, all alone. He continues to amaze me everytime we are together. I constanly

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Okay so for starters, I was just asked by my boss today if I would go back on the road. :grrr: I just finished a two month period where I was on the road six days a week and working like 23 sometimes72 hours without sleep. He told me that I wouldn't have to do that again for a while. I didn't mind it so much, the money was really good, but I had no life whatsoever. And now I have a wonderfull man in my life that I love very much and I don't want to be gone all the time for fear of us drifting apart,

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Hey guys,

I know it's been a while since my last blog entry, sorry. I just thought I would give you a glimpse into my last few weeks.

So I was on myspace browsing, and I saw this guy that I thought was really cute and I liked what he had to say in his profile, so I left him some pathethic line about something. To make a long story shorter, we hung out a few times and had a few beers, I took him out to eat a few times, you know the normal stuff. Then the other night

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the bar tender
just told me
I've had too much to drink

Now why's he believin'
I give a damn what he thinks
Cause i can tell
he's never felt
the way that I do

He's never had
to get over
someone like you

And I'll be under the table
'for I'm over you
drowning you memory
isn't easy to do

and as long as i'm standing
Well then I ain't through

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