I am new here. And I want to confess my fetish: I am a gerontophil.
I am so tired of hiding my fetish to myself only. Now I decided to tell about it before others and hear what they think.
For me a real man is a man in his 50s or better in his 60s. There is this fetish daddy/son around, but this is not what I am into. A daddy/son revolves around father-like figures and incestíous fantasies. What I am talking about is: a grandpa!
I also believe that grandpas don't get the love they need. I dream of servicing and obeying a good and caring grandpa in a long-term relationship.
What I hate: abuse or underage fantasies. This is terrible and I believe it has nothing to do with real love between a younger man and an older man.
I, myself am grown up enough not to be a boy anymore. This is how I realized I desire a much older, sexually ripe, and wise partner.
Maybe some will judge me, call me psycho or whatever. Or would say I will ruin my life if I spend it with an older man. But on the other side, I imagine my sex life like a game, like fun, where we meet regularly, play in the bed for several hours and give each other what the others wants.
Unfortunately, I don't know if I will ever find an online community for perverts like me. Do you know any good place?
P.S. Sorry, if my English is bad