I have been fighting back the urge to engage in sex again since April (the last time I got any), and I feel the want/need to suck some dick, eat ass and get fucked hard. It's not something I dwell on and need to have in my routine, but I do get cravings once in awhile. Since I lost my virginity last year and have been with a few guys, I know what I want and don't want in regards to men and sex, but the hardest part is finding what I am looking for. Really disenchanted and bored with gay sex apps like Grindr and Adam4Adam. Nobody I'm interested in ever replies back and the guys I've had don't want to come back for more. Feels like I've fucked every guy in my surrounding area (figuratively) and there's no one else to mess around with. Porn has held me over greatly but the more I watch it, the more I want to be fucked like that again. Would be nice to have a friend with benefits but that has never been in the cards and the gay friends I have that are somewhat interested in having sex still don't want to do it with me (even though I REALLY want to and the urge to fuck them is very strong). I am stuck. I don't want to feel that low, dirty feeling after engaging in sex, but the only way to satisfy these urges is to have sex, and there's nobody. What should I really do?