So I got a job at the local Internet-provider in customer service.
I was enthusiastic and I was really looking forward to it, right until the moment, when the first person I have came accross was my ex.
I was shocked and dumbfounded, and I just found out that he will also take the very same job, and we will be in the same room all the time.
I got physically sick, and I had to get out of there as soon as I could.
There is a period, in which they will teach us how to do this job. I'm serisously considering NOT going in tomorrow.
Right now, I just want to get out of there, and go as far away from him and that place as I possibly can, I don't want to be near him, but I really need the job as well. It is a good, flexible job, that I could reasonably continue during term.
But I don't want to be reminded of him all the time.
This job would look really good in my biography in the future, it is flexible, I could learn a lot, I could earn work-experience, it pays reasonably well, and it would've helped me get out of my shitty past into a new "age".
And there he is. A constant reminder, that I am not valuable enough, and that I lost it all.
I already started to scan the internet for other flexible work opportunities, but you never know if you can find any.
What should I do?