I'm really beginning to think I am destined to be single. I have only had basically one serious relationship (which lasted 4 years). Even with my last relationship, which ended after I realized I was being taken advantage of, I never really felt loved. All I basically want is someone to love me for who I am. I am not rich, I don't have a smoking hot body, I do not have a Master's Degree. Every guy I have talked to just wants to have sex. I met a great guy that lives 2.5 hours away. He seems to be everything I am looking for. He's not into one night stands, wants a meaningful long term relationship. Not to mention he's pretty hot! We've been chatting for a few months now and we've met in person twice. Today he tells me that he's not wanting to date at this moment. The problem I have is that my job requires me to travel. I could be gone for months at a time. In fact, I'm getting ready to go overseas in 2 weeks. I have been battling some pretty severe depression lately. I get online and read about all these happy gay couples. Apparently I'm just not destined for that. Sorry for the long post, but you guys always seem to make me feel better.