4th of July, what a weekend. Every year the family gets together and celebrates. This year was different, as I brought my friend (straight) along with me. Together, with the help of an uncle and some other guys, we got pretty drunk. I have never been drunk around my family, but when I am drunk I get really flamboyant! So that came out...
The next morning was full of talk and lectures. I'm already out to my mom and one of my sister's, but according to my mom I have raised eyebrows and now people have answers. One of my aunt's gave me the "I'm a Christian....I don't know if you're going through a phase.....I still love you......" speech.
I just feel really strange now. My family looks at me different, and a few of them are disappointed ( well, the older ones...my cousins and the like didn't care). I told my mom that I didn't really care if people found out, but I know she's embarrassed as she said she was. It just frustrating because I don't feel like I fit in with my own family, yet I am supposed to want to do everything with them. I just hate this, but it was going to come out eventually regardless.
We have another trip coming up and I really don't want to go. I just want to move somewhere across the country!