This year I started exploring my sexuality for the first time. I'm 24. I kissed a guy for the first time about four months ago, and I had sex for the first time last week.
I've also been struggling to look for work since I graduated from university three years ago. I started volunteering this year just to become more active.
I'm quite a sensitive person, and meeting guys and trying to forge relationships/friendships has been an exhausting and emotional experience. I just feel very confused at the moment. I feel like my life has been very sedate and closed off from the world until 2014, and now that I've tried putting myself out into the world I suddenly feel overwhelmed by everything.
I possibly feel more alone than ever at the moment. I feel so stressed I can barely think. I haven't felt like this since the period surrounding my coming out, which was also just after I had left university.