This is something that I've been struggling with for quite some time. I am gay. I want to have a relationship with a guy. Yet, I also want to have children. Biological children. I don't just want to raise kids - that I could of course accomplish through adoption. I want children who are my own flesh and blood.
For as long as I can remember, I've seen myself growing up to get married and raise a family with the mother of my children. The "normal" family life if you will.
Of course, being gay means that none of this will ever come true. Just wondering if anyone else has felt this way and how you have coped. Or maybe I'm just weird.