Well this this customer that comes in is gay and i did not even know it at first he just did not seem gay to me. People like me in general and do not have too many bad things to say about me.
I had no clue this guy was gay and did not find out until he went through my line I was checking in. I first started talking to me and keep it professional. He wrote a check and I have no idea why I felt the need to Google the name of the company on the check but i did and was like OK that cool this guy must be gay if her works at a gay bar that cool not a big deal at all.
At first he only talk to me and ask me questions about stuff like where can I find this and that but I know he knows where every things at he been there once a week for a few months and get the same stuff every time.
He will pass other coworkers to just ask me for help . He always smiles at me a big smile and I smile back and if we talk it was small talk. He does seem nice and a good guy and stuff.
Today I was working and he came in and gave me a complement that was nice and I said thanks and I ask him how was your weekend and how is every thing.? Oh what he said to me was oh you shaved some it looks good much better and was happy to see me and his eye dilated some i noticed.
The thing is he gives this weird vibe i can not figure out . It like he wants to ask me something but does no how to say it.
I do how ever feel this connection and if read my first post on this site things might be adding up but not sure.
Family members and coworkers are starting to say thing like i think you gay it cool and all just be honest with your self. I still do not feel like i am gay I do check out woman but for what ever reason I still have questions.
I need to stop jerking off I do it everyday and it not helping so i giving it up for now.
I am interested in being this guy friend i could use more friends.