So a couple weeks back, I went to this bar with a couple of friends looking to pick up some girls. Throughout the night we all got numbers and two of my friends went home with girls. By this time, I had only drank one beer and was feeling pretty good so I went to the bartender and ordered another beer. Now, I've always considered myself straight with a few homosexual thoughts here and there. Sometimes I even watch gay porn and masturbate to it. But I have never considered myself gay.
So I'm standing at the bar, waiting for my drink when this guy comes over to me and starts talking. We stood there for a couple of minutes talking and I didn't think anything of it. As the conversation grew longer and more personal, I began to feel as if maybe the guy was hitting on me. After about 30 minutes, a beer, and a couple of shots later, the guy says that he finds me really cute and wants to go somewhere private. After hearing this, I'm stunned and tell him I'm flattered but not interested. He then tells me that it's ok to be hesitant, but I need to be accepting of who I really am.
By this point, I don't know what to do. I came to the bar looking for chicks and I'm there now getting hit on by a dude. He then says that he can tell I'm unsure and that maybe a blowjob in the bathroom would change my mind. Now I don't know why I did what I did, maybe it was the alcohol, but I agree and after it was done I ran out of the bathroom and left the bar.
I'm posting this now, weeks after because I have finally come to a point of accepting this situation and what happened. It's weird for me because although it was a man that was doing it to me, I really enjoyed it. For me, I guess my question is whether or not this means something about my sexual orientation.
I've been thinking about this event since it happened and although I consider myself straight, I feel as if I wouldn't be opposed to having this happen again. (The bathroom part, but in a different setting, obviously.) So what do I do?