How do you say good-bye to some who is your heart and soul without tearing yourself apart. Twenty-Five years is along time to share a life with someone. To set someone free and let them fly away from you is so hard to bare that I just don't know if I can handle it. Its been 2 yrs since the day he said good-bye to me and walked out of my life. Even though on the surface I smile and laugh and seem okay, my insides are still twisting, and just when I think I am okay, something comes along and reminds me of you, reminds me of us, reminds me of the life we shared and the bond that we swore that could never be broken. Today it was an old picture of you on your sisters Facebook page. Gone for me is the person that I can say "hey you remember when that happened." I remember the night we stood on the top of Chandler Mountain and you came up behind me and wrapped your arms around me, and as we looked down on the city lights, you said you love this place almost as much as you loved me. I knew standing so close to the edge of the cliff that I was safe because you held me there. Today is just not a good day. I miss you so much I can't stand it sometimes.