I have become grossed out by breasts and am disgusted by vagina, everytime i see a woman or girl on TV i imagine that they are flat-chested and have a penis.
I have started only to watch cross-dressing and femiboys videos and i get harder then ever, i cant stop thinking about penis when i see a girl and imagine that she has one.
I have already started daydreaming of meeting some guys (I want to call them girls because i am probably in deep denial) who look very feminine facially and who are very submissive and have a relationship with them, i could see myself doing that and actually loving it.
I am very incredibly turned on by feminine flat chested guys with penis but they have to wear make-up and wigs, WTF is going on, seriously....
I am 19 years old and i have no idea what is happening right now, am i dreaming?