I am 19 and live with a 45 year old bf, Brian. Brian is a great guy, and takes care of me. But recently, when he is drunk he wants to bareback me. He tried twice, and I stopped it, but he is stronger than me and could take me if he wanted to. He gets really aggressive when he is drunk. I don't know what to do. I still want to be safe since a friend of mine was infected by his daddy. I only work part time at Walmart. Brian has a great job. I am not sure I can leave him.