February 23rd, 2014, 08:12 PM
My First Time?
My first time... started as abuse now that I think of it. I have mixed feelings what to think.
First time I sucked a cock was in the 5th grade, a cousin lived three doors down and I think he was 16 at the time, but I used to visit all the time because of the video games he had. I remember always getting into situations with him where he'd be naked. Like I'd be playing video games in his room and he'd take a shower then walk around naked getting dressed. I suspect he planned this.
One day he got hard walking around naked in his room and he told me to suck on it. So I did for about 5 seconds. Then he made me lay down, he pulled my pants down and sucked me off. I never came. But after that I felt weird, confused - and I stopped visiting for a few weeks.
One day I dropped by to play video games and it happened again, he asked me to suck him. He didn't suck me. This kept happening until I got used to it and it became a regular thing. I'd play video games and occasionally he would need a bj.
I got used to it and enjoyed it for a couple of years. So what started out awkward turned into something hot for me.
So looking back I don't know what to think. I was young but I did enjoy this part of my youth...