Hey guys, first time posting in this area but I feel like I need some advice from someone in the community as such.
I am gay. I know I am. 100%. I have no attraction to women whatsoever except as friends and can appreciate if they are gorgeous.
But I can't stand anal sex. There's been many times when I've been at the point of it, even with my old secondary school/high school crush but I couldn't do it. Even when prepped properly, I found it too weird and too awkward.
I love giving and recieving blowjobs but I constantly get rejected by guys because I won't let them fuck me.
Is this normal in the gay community or am I like a freak of nature in the community?
It's gotten to the point where I doubt I'll find someone who would like me for me, regardless of whether or not I'd give or recieve.
I'd appreciate and and all advice you guys could give me.
Thanks in advance,
John aka Onataria.