Hello! So this is a bit longer one, but I just want to write it down. For around three years now, I've known a guy on Internet and we have become really great friends. In October, we somehow developed feelings for each other, I loved him, but he didn't love me, he just said he felt something for me, but that was enough for me. We were in an internet relationship, although knowing it'd not work out, I wanted to try it, because, well, who knew... I always say it's better to try something to see if it will work out than to wonder your whole life what would have happened if it had happened. So we were together for some time and I was sooo happy during that period! Than after a while, we broke up, because, even though he still liked me, he told me it'd be better to end that now than later, when it might hurt me more. I said it was fine and we stayed friends, because I couldn't live without him, at least talking to him. I cried a lot, but I knew I had to move on. In January, he went to his homeland and decided to leave his laptop there for some time until he's done with his exams, because he was addicted to Internet. We've not talked since January 1st and I've really been missing him so much... I know I shouldn't and I know he still feels something for me, but I don't want to make the same mistake twice, because, at the end, it'd still not work out. We'd love to meet each other in real life, but our countries aren't so close and flights are rather expensive. When we were playing a game, he was asked who he'd have sex with and he had a few options. He chose another guy and I felt quite hurt, because I loved having cybersex with him, but I let it go. He told me it was a paranoia moment and apologized that he hadn't chosen me (even though I told him I didn't care, which was, obviously, a lie), but I knew it was true. So yeah, here I am being sad, being crazy for someone I've never met and someone who maybe got over me. I don't know what to do. How can I get him out of my head?