I've always been a naturally shy person. I'm almost 24 years old and stuck in a rut. I don't want to be alone for the rest of my life; I consider hook up sites like Manhunt/Grindr to meet people but get freaked out because I'm a shy virgin and feel completely out of my depth.
I live in a small town and I plan to get the hell out of here eventually, but when...?
I know I'm not alone in this type of situation but I wish had the confidence to just stop waiting for something amazing to happen. I'm quite an upbeat person but it really gets me down to think that I'm wasting my youth.
Apologies for the rant. I had to vent somewhere.
Thanks for listening; here's Taylor Swift at the Grammy's getting attacked by Ryu from Street Fighter to say thanks (I think she'll be alright):