Ok so I decided to go backpacking at the start of this year to get away from my best mate I had a crush on (nobody knew except 1 person).
9 months later and I think I have a crush on my mate who I have travelled with lol. Well we were having a great time hanging out and working until 2 things happened (we are in Sydney)
1- I had to change job and my new one is shite
2- He has started seeing a girl in literally all his spare time that he insists "is not his girlfriend" yet all he usually wants girls for is sex (shes holding back).
So jist of it I am sat in all night at a hostel (where we live) on my own. I am a very shy person so find it hard to socialise so my friend is not very sympathetic and says he cannot expect me not to see her and sit in with me (reasonable? even once a week?)
So fed up of arguing with my friend I have two options - go home or start trying to socialise. Now I would really like to go to a gay club since I am a city that nobody knows me in that I know stuff wont get reported back but I feel a little bit intimidated. Its not really even sex I want so much as somebody to hang out with that understands what I am going through.
So two questions 1-) Advice for me about making those steps into clubs etc and 2-) anyone from Sydney on the forum?
I don't really want to go back because Sydney is a great city to live and despite all our recent arguments me and my mate think the world of each other