Well I'm working on my 2 year degree for marketing and management, and I'm bout half way done. I'm planning on using that degree to get me a better job, save up and move down south eventually and attend UNC and do my next two years there. Ive been watching college movies lately and its like its the best time of everybody's life. The college I am now is a private college and its small. I dont have many friends because most everyone in my classes are all adults, married and have kids, and im 21 no kids so I dont really fit in with them. Which makes going to school even more boring for me.
My job is very independent so besides the coworkers I talk to when changing shifts, I dont see anybody else. Plus I've been wokring 48 hours a week and Going to Night School 12 hours a week and trying to make time for the gym its stressing me out. I feel like I'm stuck and I'm just bored with everything. I wanna be able to go the club or call up my boys and have a drink and once in a while I do, but most of the time I'm either bored or tired. I'm at this awkward phase where I've out grown most of my friends who have no jobs and want to smoke weed all day while I just prefer to drink a few beers and go to the club or the movies or something but cant cuz no one has money besides me.
I guess I'm just tired of feeling bored where I live. I really wanna get out and meet new peope and make new friends. Ive been kinda depressed just from working 6 days a week and not really having much to look forward to. and Ive been cutting class sometimes so I hangout with my friends instead because I work so much when theyre free. Am I just being stupid or is this normal? I know I wanna finish school and everything, but its like I'm losing my drive. I missed out on a lot of fun stuff this summer from working so much. I feel like I havent been enjoying my 20s. I'm 21 and I feel like im a 30 year old.