I'm trying really hard to keep my marriage intact, but increasingly it's becoming more difficult. Having one foot in the gay world and one in the straight world, while being open and honest to everyone but me, is so difficult. I feel that I'm trying to be everything to everyone else, but dishonest with myself. And it is me; I'm changing. I feel it. I just don't know how I can walk away from everything, my wife, my children, my home. My Life. What do I do?