I know, odd title, but there are times where I think why and just makes things so awkward.
For instance, I attend a social tennis group with a coach. Of course the coach happens to be my type of man. Anyway, at this session he was wearing track-pants and had a quite revealing bulge. So it was hard to not keep glancing over, and playing tennis at the same time if you know what I mean! Way makes things even awkward was he was touching my hands to show me a good grip. All the advice went by me as all I could think of was the contact and that bulge right there.
Seriously, being gay and this happening is a big tease and I hate it
Have there been times where you thought you'd not want to be gay at a specific moment?