With the availability of the internet and phone apps, hooking up can never be easier.
I am 25 this year, and have only done once, a mutual handjob with a straight guy who was more interested in wanting me to suck his dick than anything else, he didn't even touch me. Never did blowjob, no anal, no kissing.
So I've been chatting up with some guys and all of them have stated they have had at least done all of those once before. A few years back then I was insistent on keeping it all for the "perfect BF" but I'm starting to think that this is all really silly and I should be having as much fun while I'm still young. Then this guy stated he had at least 15 hookups before and somehow I felt angry, sad and jealous.
Is the age thing catching up with me, because I still can't find that BF material I always thought would be easy, and will never be able to get being closeted and homely. I'm starting to feel really lonely and depressed.