okay, here's the scoop: I am 23 years old, graduated from college back in December, trying to make something out of my life. the problem?- I am 23 years old and I've never really been in a relationship/ intimate with another guy. It's not that I don't want to or haven't tried to find a guy; but for some reason all the guys I've been out with just have that 'thrill of the hunt' thing for trying to be my first time. Don't get me wrong: some of them have been REALLY handsome, but I don't want to just jump into bed with them on the first date. Is that really so much to bear? I have had only two what I would consider semi-serious relationships in the past; and both ended with me getting hurt. The last one especially, because I really fell head over heels for him; but he didn't take me seriously.
I don't have high expectations: just as long as the guy is genuine, nice, and has a nice smile. Am I really so undesirable that I'm doomed to spend the rest of my life alone? I really want to settle down and have a special something with someone; but if they're out there, I sure as hell can't find them. I'm starting to go out of my mind on this; I'm the only one of my friends who is not in a relationship, and also the only one who's never had sex before. I don't feel pressured by them, but it really gets awkward being the only single in a room full of loving couples.