It's been about a year since I came out to myself and I am still as confused as it is. I am partially out in Australia, all my friends know I am gay, those who don't, they will know it eventually. I been active in the dating pool as well, I met a lot of guys and have a few flings going on in the past but somehow, I always ended up being alone.
I am not quite sure where the fault lies. Is it my problem that I am still single? The fling always started out strong, but it faded in a matter of a week and I'll never heard from them again. They disappear without giving me any reasons what went wrong, leaving me ponder, blaming myself for yet another failure. It's funny when they always said I am a nice and sweet guy and they are very interested in me. Guess not.
I am just a lil bit frustrated at the moment, all my friends started dating someone and yet I am still alone, wondering if I will spend the rest of my life being this.