so this is my first post here.
i have a confession to make and it's been bugging me for quite some time now. just like all of you here, i love daddies/bears. i'm in my mid 20's now but ever since i was a kid i've always find older men sexy.
my secret started about 5 or 6 years ago. i have a thing for straight/bi submissive older men. but it was so hard for me to find and chat with them on the internet. i thought the easiest way to make them talk to me is to pretend that i'm a girl. so that's what i did. i know deceiving people is bad, but it worked a lot as i found lots of submissive guys wanting to play on cam for me. when they ask for my cam, i make excuses and always seem to get away with it.
then i met this middle aged man i will call Mike who loves being submissive to young ladies. he was recently divorced, no kids, and too skinny for my taste. but he was really submissive and very straight so i played with him anyways. i made Mike do a lot of things over the years. i made him do dares from eating his cum to jerking off in his backyard and garage naked.
but things got more serious about a year ago when i asked him to sleep with a guy i would find on a4a and other websites. it took a lot of convincing til he finally agreed as long as there is no kissing. i promised him that i would find a clean guy who would cum in his ass. the first guy i found was a 44yr old daddy who agreed to fuck Mike but not bareback. so he came over Mike's house and fucked him as i watched on cam. it was so hot i couldn't believe what i had done.
after his first male encounter, Mike said he wouldn't do it anymore til he see's me on cam. but i was really hooked and wanna watch him with other guys again so bad. so i convinced him for so many weeks til he said yes again. the second guy i found was a really really handsome daddy named Kevin. he is 39, married with no kids, and he agreed to fuck Mike bareback. he finally came to fuck Mike in December last year. he returned 2 more times to fuck my daddy slave and cum in his straight ass since then. i even got to record them as i watch on skype.
now i'm a human being, i have a conscience too. i'm pondering whether i should still continue pretending to be a girl so my daddy slave obeys me or just stop now. it's been like 6 years now. what do you think guys?