Okay, here's the problem. I'm 21 and really, REALLY into older guys. Older guys of all kinds of varieties. The issue is none of my friends know this. While they know I'm gay and are okay with it, (my best friend is a lesbian and most of my friends are gay as well) I'm MORE than sure they would not be okay with that preference. The gay ones are all young and wanting other young guys as well, (they're the kind that scoff at the old guys at the club) and none of my straight friends would understand it.
I'm more than sure my best friend wouldn't be down with it either because once when we went to the gay club I passively made a joke like "too bad I wont find my sugar-daddy here" and she responded with "ewww good!" Kind of pathetic reasoning but I know her personally; she just wouldn't be down.
Anyways, long story short. There's a daddy bar I've been to once with another friend who ended up not being into it. I obviously was. I really want to go again but I literally have no one to go with and even if I did have someone to go with, I wouldn't feel comfortable "playing the game" with them there. So to anyone who has been to that type of bar, is it okay for a young guy to go alone?
Will I look like a sad pathetic sap?!
What do you even do if you go to a bar alone?
I've been tempted to stoop to craigslist to find my daddy fix but it honestly makes me nervous.