...my VIP membership has expired, which is one reason as to why I kept active as long as I did. I've met many, though I was not exactly the most active member. I've been distant simply because this is not the site I had joined over a year ago. It's tense, childish, and embarrassing. I believed we were a team united, but it seems many turned against one another. I'm not for that.
I wish all of you — not some — all of you the best. I'd offer a way to keep in touch...but let's not kid ourselves. Do you think that would stay true to its word? Those of you I spoke to in private, the few of you there were, you have a special place in my life.
To the rest of you, I wish we had gotten to know one another better. Whether I wasn't 'cool' enough, or just gave off a vibe that said, 'hey, let's not talk to this loser because he's not pretending to be someone he's not'. Whatever the case is, it's in the past. I observe, unspoken, often feeling unappreciated. But it's a damn website, right? Whatever.
Take care of yourselves, men. I may drop in sometime to lurk, but my posting days here are done.
(I'm not self-deleting, by the way...why bother?)