I don't really know if this is the place to say any of this but I feel like I want to get it off my chest.
So I was perusing cam4 as I do way to often and came across a guy who looked pretty hot so naturally I entered the room. About 5 minutes into to kinda watching kinda being distracted and not having said anything yet I see the bottom half of his face, and his mouth is really really familiar. I read his username, has his year of birth and initials, I see his skype name, full first name, I then go to look at his profile pictures and I am just blown away. It's one of my best friends from high school, we're both in different unis now and still stay in touch a little. He doesn't know I'm gay, not that I ever said I was straight to him, we just never really talked about anything like that (I know what you are thinking guys in highschool that didn't discuss that?! What can I say I guess we were weird :P) and I never knew until now he was bicurious.
As soon as I realised it was him anything that turned me just went away. I can never ever think about him like that.
Should I just try and "brain bleach" and ignore it all and hope the next time I see him I don't blurt out "I never knew you had a 9 inch cock"
That is the most sensible thing to do right?
Sorry for the long rambling post, I just feel like I needed to get it out.
Oh, and thanks if anyone took the time to rea
I think I just need to forget what I saw and move on