Hey guys, long time lurker and first time poster. I'm a married 32-year old who has thought about for years what it would be like to play around with a guy. Sadly, I've never had the guts to act on it but the desire is always there even though I am happily married to a woman.
Over the last few weeks weeks, I've been chatting with an older guy who wants to please me orally. He seems like a nice enough guy but I'm so freakin' nervous that I have chickened out multiple times already. I'm not sexually into guys, and am only comfortable getting a handjob. A blowjob maybe. Anything else, hell no. I don't want to fuck or be fucked, I'm not interested in kissing or finding a boyfriend or leaving my girl. This man wants to meet me in two days in a mall and he said he'd definitely jerk me off but would really like to blow and rim me. You always read about how awesome a blowjob from a guy is or how amazing it feels to be rimmed so I want to experience this just once. Is this crazy?
Part of me says go for it but another part of me feels like I will regret this or something will go wrong.
What do you guys think? Help!