another thing, saybrooke as m1000 and benderboy said, just because someone doesn't think you're attractive or rejects you doesn't give them the right to disrespect you. your two so called friends disrespected you. it's one thing for your friends to say that they like you as a friend and they wouldn't date you because they see you as a brother and don't want to damage your friendship with them. it's another thing when they're shitting on you where they're like "ill, i'd never date you. i'm too good for you. you're ugly." they're dissing you. i dunno how close you are with your friends but apparently, they are NOT your friends if they're treating you like that. i second the idea of you distancing yourself from them because they're not your friends if they're doing you in like that.