The high school glory
“Get to class!” the infamous shout of the loudest hall monitor you could ever meet. As the usual routine I pull with these people, my educators and educator enforcers, I was doing everything in my power to piss them off.
I dropped my messenger bag to the floor and carried it as if it weighed a ton making dramatic struggling noises as I did.
“Is this some sort of joke jack? I think I said for you to move your skinny ass to class!”
“But sir. The books you all give me, they are too heavy for someone of my stature.” I said in an innocent voice.
“Do not mock me boy, I’m in no mood today.”
“Oh no.” still doing my voice and moving my dark hair behind my ear and making my eyes wide.
“I’d hate to make your day too hard….but what is too hard right?” I lowered myself low to pick up my bag looking at this man in the eyes. He noticed he was staring and refocused himself.
“That’s it! Get up! Go to detention! Let someone else take care of you I’m busy!”
Yeah and I bet I can guess what he will be busy doing. Well I earned my ticket to a free day.
After the walk to the detention room in the far back of the school I was ready to just go to sleep it was still in the morning and I needed it. When I got there one of the not so attractive substitute teachers was on patrol sitting in behind a metal desk in the back of the room.
“Oh great it’s you again, can you not go a day without ending up in here?”
“I never heard you complain before, in fact I remember quite the opposite.” I said running my hand down my leg as dropped my bag.
“Now what are you doing? Stop that!”
“Oh I don’t think you want me to do you?”
As the beads of sweat began to build up on his face the intercom went off, the principle asking for him to go and assist him.
“Bye.” I said as he rushed passed trying to hide his erection.
Then I put my back pack on my desk and laid my head down for a rest, no one to tease, no reason to stay awake.
Who knows how long I was out it could have been an hour an second but it felt like I and slept forever, but crashing in and making me jump in my seat the pride of north Denis high school Leo.
“The fucking idiot thought I would do that- ugh!” Leo screamed slamming the door behind him.
I had just woken up so I was still trying to get my head straight when he surprised me in a big way. I cloud see him breathing hard underneath his football jersey and his shoulder pads. He must have been in practice because he was sweaty and grass stained all over, I could smell the musk across the room.
“What the fuck are staring at faggot?” he caught me staring and quickly walked over putting his face in mine. “Is there something I can fuckin’ help you with?” I could feel the heat coming off his tanned skin and it made me stutter.
“Ugh…. I ugh…well I was asleep and you scared me, I wasn’t trying to stare.” I stammered out.
“The hell you weren’t everyone knows you’ll take any guy who wiggles their dick at you, of course you were staring!” he took deep breaths then walked away slowly.
“You know what fuck you! I don’t give a fuck about whoever pissed you off but don’t think you can talk to me however the fuck you want.”
“Fuck you, you, I don’t even know your name sit down and shut the fuck up!”
“No! Don’t tell me what to do, you’re not my fucking dad!” I shouted a little too loud.
The confusion that flashed I on that beautiful Face was in itself perfection. He walked over to the door and locked the knob then slammed the door shut. He threw off his jersey and his shoulder pads to the floor they looked at me. The shape of that guys body was something to be seen, the ripple of his abs glistened from the sweat on his skin.
“No I’m not you dad but you’d like me to be wouldn’t you?” he circled me running a finger up and down my arms.
“To come in your room at night slip the covers off of you and slowly run my hand to your-“
Then he grabbed my dick in his strong hand. I took a hard grasp I honestly did not think it would be going this far. He kissed my neck then whispered in my ear “of course you would.”
All I could do was close my eyes and chuckle, he spun me around and for a split second I could have sworn I was a smile on his lips but for now his lips read angry.
“Well I’m here like you want me, touch me, what are you waiting for?” the look in his eyes was confusing, was this a put on?
I lifted my hand and ran my cold fingers across his sweaty pecks circling around his perfect nipples. I could feel the shivers running under the stone of his chest. My hand lowered itself to his denting muscles feeling every crease and curve as if I could never feel such beauty again, in all honesty I may never again.
Leo watched my hand run over his torso his breathing was picking up and his shivers turned to trembles. I started to untie the laces from his pants but he stopped me keeping his hands on top of mine. Holding my hands he finished untying the laces and shoved my hand inside. I could feel the heat of his sex on my palm, I could feel the pulsating growing of it and it made mine do the same.
“This is what you want…” I don’t know what Leo meant but he showed no sign of stopping.
He pulled down his pants and jock and pushed me to my knees and shoved himself inside my head. With both hands behind my head clutching my hair he moved himself inside and out moaning as he did, he watched my eyes as if wondering why this was so appealing to me. Then not after too long I felt a familiar shudder then Leo filled my mouth with his load and stayed in place for a moment.
“Swallow jack I want to you do it….” Leo said in heavy breathing.
I did as I was told and he pushed me down and started walking away dressing as he did.
“I hope you got your fill thus can’t happen again, not after the party and the time at mall people are starting to notice.”
“Is that why you came in here? Did someone say something?” I asked.
Leo stayed silent just watching me sitting there on the floor.
“If you care at all jack you’ll give me the next two years.” With that he left the room and we never spoke again.
“When did you meet again?” the psychiatrist asked with turn of his head.
“Four years later somehow, we ended up at the same collage and even then it was a secret. However there were those days when I was able to stay in his dorm when his roommates were away and we could sleep in each other’s arms. Those moments made up for it all.”
A tear grew in my eye and fell slowly down my cheek.
“Why can’t I get over this doctor? It’s been two years and I can’t move away from those memories, their too deep embedded in me!” the doctor waited for me to finish crying before he spoke. Then handed me a tissue.
“Jack people heal differently, you were in love, you had a life with him, there is no certain time span to recover from the death of someone so close. Especially since it happened so suddenly, how could you prepare for something like that?”
All I could do was shake my head slowly it was my second year in therapy, my second year without Leo, and my second year of being unable to forget that day. It may not have been ideal but it was the first time he said he showed me he cared. It hangs heavy in my heart, will it ever fall?