so, i met this guy on scruff a few months ago and after a bunch of exchanges, of the non sexual kind, we went on a date back in december. seemingly, we hit it off really well. he had to go back to school and i've been trying ever since to keep him around. he's about 600 miles away and after all of these months, i feel as if i cannot live without him.
we keep in touch now via text, email and fb. for valentine's day, i sent some baked goods off to him and he was extremely grateful. called me sweet and a gentleman. it made me really happy.
a few days ago, i got a email telling me how his break was and that it's gonna get very busy, so he won't be able to txt nor email as much. i told him (and i'm too fucking honest) that ever since our date, i'm trying everything to keep him in my life. he's so cool, y'all.
but his re-appearance on scruff has me feeling friend-zoned. i'm afraid of saying the wrong things. is there something i did? is there any blame at all? why am i depressed about it? i really want this to work.
if you can map this out and help, i appreciate it. after years of dating and being in long lasting relationships, this guy has made feel like a love starved cobra. my cool is blown.