I actually have had an account on JUB, which I haven't used on the regular in a while, but am sort of unable to now, due to circumstances which I can't publicly discuss. But let me just say that if I used my old account, it would make this very awkward.
I don't like to call myself a "fag hag," as I don't really get along with the more "effeminate" type of gay guys. I think the media tends to unfairly portray all female/non-heterosexual male relationships as some girl dragging her purse gay along to go shopping, whine about relationship problems with, etc. But it's not really anything I personally have against that type of friendship, or "effeminate" gay guys--it's just that we don't have much in common.
I guess you could say that I'm physically a very "girly" girl. I have long hair which I am quite vain about, I almost never go out without makeup, I like to keep in shape, I basically always dress like a Hooters waitress if the weather permits it, etc. (yes, that is me in my profile icon ). But personality-wise, I'm actually a very "masculine" person. I love sports, I'm a pretty big geek, I enjoy vulgar/offensive humor, I like ALL types of porn (*cough* whatelseamIdoingonthissite *cough*), and I find it much easier to get along with guys than girls, on a surface level, in most cases.
I'm a chick who likes "dude"-type dudes--guys who like the typically more masculine things, like sports, video games, action/fratbro films, etc.--but I also REALLY dig dudes who suck/fuck other dudes, as well. In fact, those are the ONLY types of guys that I like.
I actually get turned off if I know a guy would never even consider doing another dude. In fact, I lose interest if I know a guy is 100% heterosexual. My biggest secret fantasy is bagging a hot jock/fratboy boyfriend, and then finding out that he is secretly bi, then having him do one of his bros and letting me watch.
It makes me smile to know that there are actually a lot more guys like that online, from what I've seen on JUB and other places. I love, more than anything, reading about high school/college fratboys/jocks exploring their bisexual/homosexual inclinations. Those stories are the hottest shit, and thank you very much to you generous souls for having the balls to them.
It honestly pains me, reading that you guys have girlfriends who (you think) aren't open to you guys exploring your sexuality. I mean, I guess it's understandable--not only because most girls wouldn't want their boyfriends to be a secret "fag," but because most girls wouldn't want their boyfriends to cheat on them in the first place, whether it be with another pussy or another dick--but to me, it's a real shame because I would totally be down for it, haha.
Anyway, I just had to get this out because it's been eating at me for a while, for various reasons. A big reason is that I don't get to talk about my secret "fetish" for masculine bi/gay guys (if you could call it a fetish) at all with people outside of the internet, so I would love to do it here. The second reason is that I haven't heard from a guy friend of mine in a while, who I used to be able to talk about this stuff with...so I guess I'd really like to find a "replacement" for him, in the time being (if it doesn't sound too dicklike).
Also, to the "straight"/bi guys who might want to try it, I'm not really looking for hookups or anything of the sort on here. Internet friendships/relationships have had their ups and downs for me, but the hiatus of a recent one has put me in such an incredible "down" that I'm hesitant to try to have one again.
But I do want all you guys to know that there are girls like me out there who would love to be with guys like you. Hopefully, one day we can all be open-minded, and everyone can fuck everyone without having to guilt-trip ourselves over it.
Btw, this is the sort of shit I find REALLY hot. I enjoy gay "love" and all that...but sometimes I just like to see a bro with another hot bro's dick in his mouth. Haha, I am a dick.