I have read a few stories where guys get more and more attracted to other guys as they get older. I have the opposite reaction. I always identify myself as gay. But after my last long relationship (8years) with a guy ended, I find myself more and more attracted to females.
I still find guys attractive. I do not generally look at women in a sexual way. I do however enjoy straight porn more than gay porn. I still need to look at the guys in straight porn tho.
I dont know, I am so confused. It is so strange to feel like this. I am not young anymore, I am 34. At this age you should know who you really are.
I have had a sexual experience with an ex GF back in High School, that was my only time. But I do find (sorry) vagina fascinating. It's hard to explain, I just feel like I want to feel it again. It's been 17 years since I had one.
Has anyone else felt like this before? Gay but wants to have sex with women? Not having a relationship with Women, just sex. Or in my case, I am actuallly more attracted to the genital than the actual females. Weird I know.
Thoughts? Sorry English is not my first language.