I find myself becoming more and more infatuated with random gorgeous black men that I see around like in the streets of NY, or at work, or while surfing the internet. Not that it's a bad thing or something new, but I fantasize a lot about making love to a hot muscular black hunk, spending the night having dinner, cuddling, showering, sex in the morning, whatever. To me, a hot black man is the ultimate instant turn-on. When everything just right - the shade and sheen of his skin, his eyes, his lips, his nose, the definition of his muscles, and of course his bulge just puts me over the edge more than any other type of man. The sad part is that I couldn't imagine this dream guy of mine ever being interested with me at all. I guess that's why it's called a fantasy! Maybe someday my dream will come true - I can only hope.