Arpad Miklos Dead

[MysteryLovesCompany]

http://www.huffingtonpost.com/2013/0...ef=mostpopular

[AshyPhoenix]

The poor guy. It seems from the article and a few of the linked articles that he was well-liked in the community. I hope he's found peace, wherever he is.

[-Xibalba-]

[AshyPhoenix]

On a side note, it makes sense to me now why he was doing straight porn there for a while. He may have been grasping at straws, trying to find something new that made life worth living.

He's been my favourite porn star for years. I'm really sad to hear about this. RIP, Peter Kozma.

[CowboyBob]

Oh no! He was one of my favorites! Sad to hear this.

[Harke the Boeotarch]

On a side note, it makes sense to me now why he was doing straight porn there for a while. He may have been grasping at straws, trying to find something new that made life worth living.

Sure. Gay sex being inferior and all...

[TheSpectatingLoner]

^He wasn't claiming gay sex as inferior, he was mentioning that straight sex may have been something new for him.

[Telstra]

On a side note, it makes sense to me now why he was doing straight porn there for a while. He may have been grasping at straws, trying to find something new that made life worth living.

He's been my favourite porn star for years. I'm really sad to hear about this. RIP, Peter Kozma.

Pete Kozma is also hot
American Baseball player.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pete_Kozma

[beuresque]

OMG Another one. This is sad.

[BENDERBOY]

So, so very sad.

[rareboy]

"He was a Good Guy on Top...."

"He was a hard Nut to Crack...."

Seriously? I actually had to check to see if this was from the Onion.

Although, given that he didn't leave a suicide note....I'm leaning toward him being murdered.

At least he'll live forever through his work.

[hylas]

^ i thought he left a note, but it didnt explain much?

anyway, this is very sad. he had such a nice smile.

[Anders123]

From his smile in the OP, it's very easy for me to see why he was so popular. What a beautiful man.

I am sad to learn that he felt the need to take his own life.

R.I.P.

[Hard-up1]

Although, given that he didn't leave a suicide note....I'm leaning toward him being murdered.

That awful video clip said there was a note actually -- the "reporter" only shared a portion of it that was for the general public. The note included directions about what to do with the body.

[Harke the Boeotarch]

My guess...

Drugs Drugs Drugs ask your Mom or ask your Dad.

I hear heroin is excellent for the complexion.

[freefall]

I read the news this morning. Never really like him on porn; I was staggered nonetheless.

Whatever drove him to that path, may he rest in peace.

[star-warrior]

Sounds like a suicide pact.

http://bigshoediaries.blogspot.co.uk...adb3c49ac5f703

"Colby Crush" and fellow costar Arpad Miklos committed suicide this Saturday. Arpad was 45. Director Kristen Bjorn discovered Miklos in Hungary where he worked as a chemist. Arpad's talents as an aggressive well-endowed top quickly earned him superstar status.

[CowboyBob]

Arpad is pictured in a couple of the banner ads here.

[piano1]

I am so sad to hear this today. He was truly a handsome guy and my prayers are with his families and close friends. I admired his work in the porn industry and had a great body. RIP Big Guy!!!

[Rolyo85]

Wasn't my type at all, but I still loved his bear on twink type scenes. It generally makes me sad when porn stars end that way. I hope the marriage equality generation of kids doing gay porn today will have a healthier life :/

RIP

[hylas]

Sounds like a suicide pact.

uhm, what?
i think you read that sentence wrong. "colby crush" is not a person. the blogger (and fellow gay porn performer), colby keller, is saying that he adored arpad miklos, and therefore calls him a "colby crush".

[Alan]

So sad to hear this.
R.I.P. Arpad x

[shane82]

Such a nice guy and so good looking. I hate to hear this.

[rareboy]

The best way to acknowledge his life would be to slam in some Arpad porn and show him how much you appreciated his work.

[Paws]

Except for some of his strange escapades, I liked him in gay porn movies. Why did he feel the need to do that? It's not like he was a disabled closet gay being bullied.

[RaKroma]

Except for some of his strange escapades, I liked him in gay porn movies. Why did he feel the need to do that? It's not like he was a disabled closet gay being bullied.

I can see why it is hard for people to comprehend it when porn stars commit suicide. We are bombarded by our "gay media" that muscles, Adonis looks, big penises, sexual prowess, lots of sex and many hot partners is the ultimate paradise on earth. Suicide has been relegated to closeted teens in the bible belt who are forced to this tragic path through bullying and lack of marriage equality. What role does alcohol and substance abuse play role in many of these tragic endings. But the bigger question did genuine love, respect, and care exist in lives of these men? Having friends that like you cause you party hard or fans that support you for your muscle and cock can lead to a feeling like you're alone on this planet.
It's easy to say RIP "your porn was the best" to a stranger whom we don't really care for beyond his looks. They should start handing out valor awards for porn stars because the "toll" that they take in their lives is equivalent to men struggling with PTSD after combat.