The Official Unofficial Provisional Impromptu 2013 Confessions thread

[pat grimshaw]

I'm having a crush on a Jubber. But he's not here very frequently, and doesn't know. I feel pathetic

I feel for you. May I send you a pm?

[JP.]

^You suffer from insomnia, Joe?

Do you have trouble getting to sleep? Or do you have trouble Staying asleep?

Idk if is it insomnia, sometimes it's easier for me to getting to sleep, the other days aren't
The sleeping pill I took is the benadryl type: 25 mg diphenhydramine HCI, the cheapest one; Nighttime Aid. I've been using that for years and notice it'll become less and less effective, so I take more.

However, when I did research online, I didn't found side effect on that type of medicine. So I assume it's safe ^^

I've taken some before, and all it did was made me really drowsy and tired. But I still struggled to fall asleep.

For starter, increase the dosage from 25 to 50 mg- there are 50 mg capsule on counter medicine.

Woaw Isn't that too much? My classmate took 2. I personally have had a bit of an insomnia since the flea incident but I always do something tiring before so I can fall asleep easily. Whether reading or doing exercises. Watching boring Tv shows sometimes helps too

It's related to your other confession too Scealle, sometimes I feel Im wasting my time to sleep, there are soooooo much things to do

[CupidBoy]

I'm having a crush on a Jubber. But he's not here very frequently, and doesn't know. I feel pathetic

I feel for you. May I send you a pm?

Do we have another love connection?

[maxpowr9]

I worked 10 hours today and my roomie decided to bitch me out because I didn't rinse my plate. I shouted some expletives at her and she went away.

I seriously feel like we are a married couple.

[borg69unimatrix]

it's a sad state of affairs when I meet someone who isn't immediately repulsed by me and my first thought it... "so, what's wrong with him?"

I've done this before too.

[pat grimshaw]

Do we have another love connection? ...

Oakpope is a very lovely person but I suspect I'm too 'multi-faceted' and I don't share the faith. Besides, my JUB heart yearns for another.

[Huntneo(PT)]

I worked 10 hours today and my roomie decided to bitch me out because I didn't rinse my plate. I shouted some expletives at her and she went away.

I seriously feel like we are a married couple.

LOL you two need a reality show.

I'd watch it...for a season or two.

[borg69unimatrix]

Names... I want names!!!

[maxpowr9]

I would not reveal my roomie's name as it is pretty easily google'd. Mine is too and it infuriates me that mine is associated with a right-wing nutjob economist which was one of my majors in college.

She just bitched me out because I couldn't get HER​ nightie from the dryer. What a cunt.

[borg69unimatrix]

I meant pat and oakpopes crushes... although I think I can guess oakpopes.

[oakpope]

Dear Pat, one need not share my faith to steal my heart
But rest assured, it's not you.
Arf, I'm embarrassed now, I probably shouldn't have written it, it may be awkward for the person

[borg69unimatrix]

I never really understood why adults revert to grade school mentality when they like someone. What demons are going to descend upon you by letting someone know you appreciate them? Is the fear of a lack of reciprocation really that debilitating?

I care for and like a lot of people who couldn't care less about me... and that's ok. Their feelings doesn't change the validity of mine.
How many times have I, or others been in a low point and felt no one cared? Perhaps some day knowing you did might change their lives greatly.

[earlgrey]

I worked 10 hours today and my roomie decided to bitch me out because I didn't rinse my plate. I shouted some expletives at her and she went away.

I seriously feel like we are a married couple.

Did you throw the plate at her?

[oakpope]

I never really understood why adults revert to grade school mentality when they like someone. What demons are going to descend upon you by letting someone know you appreciate them? Is the fear of a lack of reciprocation really that debilitating?

I care for and like a lot of people who couldn't care less about me... and that's ok. Their feelings doesn't change the validity of mine.
How many times have I, or others been in a low point and felt no one cared? Perhaps some day knowing you did might change their lives greatly.

I fear not for me, but for him. I'm afraid I may have embarrassed him. It's uncool from me towards him.

PS : and I'm 15yo at most when matter of hearts are concerned

[borg69unimatrix]

I fear not for me, but for him. I'm afraid I may have embarrassed him. It's uncool from me towards him.

PS : and I'm 15yo at most when matter of hearts are concerned

If he's that traumatized by you liking him, I see that as more of a bad reflection on his character than yours.

[justsimon]

I never really understood why adults revert to grade school mentality when they like someone. What demons are going to descend upon you by letting someone know you appreciate them? Is the fear of a lack of reciprocation really that debilitating?

A friend of mine reveals her feelings for me by acting like a child. She whines, hits me, and challenges me to contests.

She's not available anyway, but if I'm going to date someone they need to act like an adult (most of the time).

[Huntneo(PT)]

Sometimes I worry that my partner and I are too "settled" in our relationship...and that we've reached the boring/tedious coupled phase.

[JP.]

I would not reveal my roomie's name as it is pretty easily google'd. Mine is too and it infuriates me that mine is associated with a right-wing nutjob economist which was one of my majors in college.

She just bitched me out because I couldn't get HER​ nightie from the dryer. What a cunt.

Sarah Palin?

[oakpope]

Sometimes I worry that my partner and I are too "settled" in our relationship...and that we've reached the boring/tedious coupled phase.

Time to get the whip out of the closet

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If he's that traumatized by you liking him, I see that as more of a bad reflection on his character than yours.

I think I wrote it : he doesn't know. What's uncool is me writing about it without him knowing.

[loki81]

kinda feels like something happened over Christmas break, but I'll be damned if I could tell you what. we were pretty close up until then, but he went away for ~3 weeks to visit family friends over the break. ever since getting back, he's been like a ghost (when he's here, he's just holed up in his room with the door closed).

he finally admitted tonight that he's been in an exclusive relationship with a guy for 3 months tonight... had a pretty good talk about it, although I still don't know why he felt like he had to hide it from me. makes me feel like an asshole for throwing myself at him (although, definitely makes *him* an asshole for not outright rejecting me and telling my directly for 3 months).

I value the friendship, and while the benefits were nice, I never saw us as anything more than that, so I'm happy if he's happy with someone else (I didn't say this to him, but I do kinda feel bad for them... the whole reason I never even considered getting serious with this guy is because he's got a deadline looming where he either has to move away for grad school or get shipped back to Korea; either way, I don't really see how a relationship could survive that)

but it makes me feel better knowing that he actually had reasons for rejecting me and not just that he saw me as a repulsive human being.

[Scealle]

It's related to your other confession too Scealle, sometimes I feel Im wasting my time to sleep, there are soooooo much things to do

I understand what you mean You have to sleep well for your own good though As the say "Rest is to prepare for the long journey ahead" Personally I can't concentrate much w/o proper rest. I used to sleep only 3-5 hours a day back in 2nd years just so I can have time for skate practice and social. But these days I can only wake up if I have proper rest 7-8 hours. Not resting properly can also cause diseases One of our lecturers passed this way and some seniors passed when they graduate

[borg69unimatrix]

OMG I love these pictures!

http://twistedsifter.com/2013/03/mos...4GQaS0.twitter

[borg69unimatrix]

I like these too:

http://twistedsifter.com/2013/01/50-life-hacks-to-simplify-your-world/

[Nishin]

Some of these pictures are amazing indeed

[JP.]

OMG I love these pictures!

http://twistedsifter.com/2013/03/mos...4GQaS0.twitter

Wow, they're surely feast for my eyeeess!! Thk

and frm that similar site, I found a GIF best represent my missing childhood

[JP.]

Just realize Im not into facial- I think cum is gross...
although I dont mind to taste/swallow .. but that doesn't cum is fine to be play-fool like water gun like this



In fact that there are some porn when a bunch of guys ejaculate in wine glass then one of a cum drinker- drink that wine glass- I think that scene is puke inducing...it really churn my stomach yuck

Thank cod Im not by the sea..

[JohannBessler]

^I've seen that picture, Joe.

It's a picture of a girl drinking cum out of an outsized martini glass. Gross!

[earlgrey]

I just realised I tend to hum and sing when I'm drunk.

[maxpowr9]

I just realised I tend to hum and sing when I'm drunk.

Who doesn't?

My roomie came in asked for some lube. Awkward...

[RazorzEdge88]

Yeah, gokkun (drinking large quantities of jizz out of a glass) is gross. I have kind of a cum fetish and even I'm disgusted by it.

[JP.]

^
did you just called me Gokkun?
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Anyway...I just realized I keep damaging my health, not by smoke, by weed, by drugs or anything else..
BUT by consuming large amount quantities of MSG

I notice that actually I hv allergy for direct tasting msg- my worst enemy: Lee kum Kee chicken bouillon, can't get enough!
I often make soup base from that with boiling hot water as condiment, a side soup for my entree..
the allergy actually a canker sore emerging exactly after I had my meal.

What's the side effect of msg? I dont want to know ^^ keep ignorant about it

haha..

[loki81]

I confess that I'm fucking giddy this morning

stock option buyout ended up being triple what I was expecting... I've never seen this much money in my checking account before.

just going to buy a new TV and put the rest into my retirement account, though. not going to go super nutso with it like some of my coworkers who are buying new cars, paying off their house, etc. figure I'll buy one toy and forget about the rest.

[RazorzEdge88]

^
did you just called me Gokkun?

Uh, wtf? Did you not read my parenthetical text?

[maxpowr9]

I confess that I'm fucking giddy this morning

stock option buyout ended up being triple what I was expecting... I've never seen this much money in my checking account before.

just going to buy a new TV and put the rest into my retirement account, though. not going to go super nutso with it like some of my coworkers who are buying new cars, paying off their house, etc. figure I'll buy one toy and forget about the rest.

Not to rag on you, but I probably would pay off my house [if I owned one and had a mortgage too] if I received a decent windfall.

[loki81]

Not to rag on you, but I probably would pay off my house [if I owned one and had a mortgage too] if I received a decent windfall.

mortgage makes for a nice tax deduction, though, if I remember right (that's also why I took awhile to pay off my student loans)

of course, I haven't been with the company long enough to get "pay off the house" money. but if I was in a different place in my life, I'd probably consider using it as a down payment (but that would basically leave me with nothing for a rainy day)

[maxpowr9]

^That depends on the mortgage and the monthly payment. Still, that monthly mortgage payoff could add up to more than the tax savings. Again, each individual's scenario is different.

[sixthson]

mortgage makes for a nice tax deduction, though, if I remember right (that's also why I took awhile to pay off my student loans)

You'll pay more in interest than you can deduct. You are a renter, right?

[maxpowr9]

You'll pay more in interest than you can deduct. You are a renter, right?

I got my M.Fin. in personal finance so without delving into someone's records, it really is a case-by-case situation.

[loki81]

You'll pay more in interest than you can deduct. You are a renter, right?

I'm a renter, and not really in a life-position to buy (where I am right now in my life, I value having the freedom to just pick up and move whenever I want to more than I'd value owning a home... I suspect that I won't even consider buying until I'm with a partner and we're house shopping together)

the point is, I'm being conservative with my money :P

buying a new tv for my living room and planning a weekend getaway with the guy I'm dating now to celebrate the financial windfall, and investing the rest into retirement accounts (probably cap out IRA's for 2012+2013 if I can get one opened before April 15, pump up my basic savings account so I have enough to cover 12 months of expenses if I were to ever get fired, and then see what's left over)

[maxpowr9]

^I'm quite conservative with my money too. However, it gives me the right to boast about my 800+ credit score.

[JohannBessler]

^Maybe you could give us tips on how to improve our credit scores...

[maxpowr9]

^Maybe you could give us tips on how to improve our credit scores...

Become a "dead beat" and pay all your bills on time, including your credit cards, in full. That alone should give you a 770.

[maxpowr9]

Getting back on topic, I think I may have a small dick fetish.

[JohannBessler]

Become a "dead beat" and pay all your bills on time, including your credit cards, in full. That alone should give you a 770.

Max, I find it interesting that you should mention a 770 score, because that's exactly what mine was before my other half got sick.

[dereperez]

^I'm quite conservative with my money too. However, it gives me the right to boast about my 800+ credit score.

I miss having that kind of credit score. It was fairly easy when the funds were a flow'in...now that stream has run dry. Damn school loans.

[loki81]

^Maybe you could give us tips on how to improve our credit scores...

I don't know my FICO score, but currently at 768 transrisk / 869 vantage... rated as "excellent" / A @ Credit Karma at least.

I've had a credit card since I was 16, carried a balance occasionally in my mid-20's (but never missed a payment and always paid more than just the interest/minimum payment), but I've also been leery about opening up new accounts. I can't be one of those people who opens up a card at every single retail store... I've got my amazon Visa, American Express, and that's it (not counting my debit card)

I'll back up Max's confession... it's weird to say as a bottom, but I actually really like a guy who's on the smaller end of average. makes me feel like a total champ at oral.

[JP.]

I like matchmaking people ^^

[thatgirl]

Dying rn. I kind of want to try this line on someone IRL:




But I wouldn't. I'm not that blunt. lol

[JP.]

^
haaa....

but I admit some girls need lipstick corrector

[JP.]

Im organizing my pics right now and realize the difference from pics circa 2003-2005 to now..
Male homoeroticism really flourish nowadays..we're as hot and titilating as our female counterpart, tbreal.

I meant, compare the pic you collected from late 90's to now..all male models back then dont even know how to do sensual pose, they were just numb.
But now..jezz and maybe with the help frm evil photoshop but when were those sexy guys created? Is it the same guys? Different haircut? Or..?
I never seen so much hot guys on street or tumblr like we're experiencing now..maybe today is the golden age of male beauty.