I was invited to an orgy - Sunday, Jan 26 - not sure if Im going to go

[Pianist]

I have debilitating performance anxiety with just one guy never mind attempting to function at an orgy, so no, I wouldn't participate.

[M10000]

Pianist,
I realize that I was taking too much on and I am not going to the orgy. I would be out of my comfort zone.

I was watching Aviva on Real Housewives of New York battle her fear of flying in which they had a big old drag out fight after when she found out her husband waant really meant to be included in 'girls only vacation'. It sounds something like Simon would do.

Going with a stranger, going to (town), going to an orgy is too much to take on.

What was I thinking!!! Going clothes shopping for two hours, trying on clothes was an achievement for me.

Pianist,
'Act as if' has been a great help for me. From 'Creative Visualization' by Shakti Gawain.
I act as if I have done something or I did do something before and it wasnt always that bad. I dont have an orgy experience to 'act as if' to fall back on.

I feel a weight lifted of the pressure of going and this thread can 'get laid' because I wont be (at least not in an orgy)

[M10000]

Follow up:
I wrote the host and asked about the orgy. It was rained out

host wrote:
5 guys texted me before noon and cancelled.
One guy got sick that day.
only 2 guys came and we had 3some.
The show went on, It was still fun.


He didnt tell me it was a show. A show?

(check local listing ;-)

[JP.]

It's hot in porn but not much hot irl- (never been there) but what I meant not hot because the risk is very not hot.
SOmeone gonna brb over there..

* glad u didn't