So this happened last night. I was hanging out with some friends from college and the when we had to go to sleep, the only one spot left for me was beside a guy I know to be gay (not openly gay). Then he suddenly started slipping his hand in my boxers and started stroking me, touching me all over. The problem is that I don't find him attractive, so I didn't join his game. I felt that if I started playing with him he would think that I like him and that would give him the wrong message.
When I was done I flipped over facing the bed. I just wanted to fall asleep again so I could forget what happened, but he put his hand over me like 2 or 3 more times along the night. I felt very nervous about the whole situation. I had only shared my intimacy with one other guy (which I found appealing, as opposed this guy), and this second time with this guy was kind of not what I expected to be my second encounter. I kind of felt like a sex toy, like I had been raped
Then we had a conversation over Facebook about why I didn't follow him. He sort of understood that it was my decision to let someone to share my intimacy with, but that didn't leave him satisfied. He wants to talk more about "something else", which you might expect to be related to the issue. I wish to god that he's not declaring to me when we have that conversation. Now I'm kind of pissed at him for not leaving me alone and I'm stressed about the whole situation. GOD WHY?!