In 1989, ? i met , i will call him "M", He and i both worked in a college, and saw each other everyday. we got very close. in 1998, he was forced to resign, due to a bitch boss. he moved , had to, shortley afterward, the day he left the college, he and i made out, and cuddled for about 5 hours. i got him a ring & proposed to him, he said, you don,t want to marry someone like me, we had no contact until 2010, and did not see each other in person until may 2012. he mentioned the ring that i got him, in a text message, about two weeks ago. and said that he wishes he had said yes back in 1998. he has some baggage, but i still love him, he clearly loves me. my family thought he and i were a couple in the 90's , we were not, so i am not sure what i want to do. i always thought he was bi, but gave up on any plans of being his lover in 95, btw, in 98, he initiated the kiss, not me. i want him as a lover, btw, he looks a lot like k. sutherlund, aka jack bauer. i'm sorry im rambling, but just thinking about the way he smells, how blue his eyes are, im hard now. i want to sit down with him, and ask, does he want to get married now, does he want to be my lover, what do you think?