Hey guys! This is my first post, and I really need some advice.
Just some background, I'm a college student, and I'm in a fraternity with 50 of my closest guy friends. I'm openly gay, and all of my brothers know that and accept me. My freshman year, I roomed with this guy, and we became really good friends and we joined the same fraternity.
Last night, I went to a house party with a group of my friends (not including this guy), and drank wayyyyyyy too much. I ended up blacking out, and waking up in my former roommate's room at the fraternity house. I was sleeping on his bed, and he was sleeping on the futon. We were both shirtless in our underwear. We woke up about the same time, and we talked for a little bit before I started to get up to go back to my room. When I stood up, I realized I was still a little bit drunk from the night before, and fell on top of my friend. I didn't want to move, and we were both laughing, so I just moved a bit, and laid behind him, so we were spooning.
Another thing about this guy is that we are both very touchy-feely. It had never been anything sexual though. Just friendly.
Anyway, so we were spooning and talking, and I started to rub my hands over his body. At first it was just friendly, but then I started making it a bit sexual. I started playing with his nipples and running my hand through the little bit of hair on his stomach. He didn't tell me to stop, the conversation just kept going as normal. After about 20 minutes of this, I laid my lips on his back, and laid my hand on his leg. After a few minutes, I moved my hand to his crotch and rubbed his dick over his pants. He didn't really do anything, he just said "Whoa, dude. I don't know." I said, "It's fine, dude. Don't worry." He said, "I don't know. I'm not really into this." I said, "It'll be fine. I just want to see it." He said, "Fine, but go shut the door." I got up and shut and locked the door. I laid back down behind him, and starting rubbing his dick a little more vigorously. It was already semi-hard, and it just got a bit harder. I pulled it out, and started jerking him off. After about five minutes, he said, "Dude, I'm not really into this." So I stopped for a few minutes. About five minutes later, I started again. I went for another five or so minutes before he grabbed my hand and said, "I don't think so, dude." I stopped, and put his dick away for him. We laid there for another 30 minutes or so just talking. He assured me that he had never been with a guy and that he had never even considered it.
The rest of the day went on normally, and he doesn't act any differently around me. He actually is a bit more open with me now. He changes in front of me, and will walk around my room naked.
I guess the real question is, if he truly didn't like it, wouldn't he have stopped me earlier? Or wouldn't he have acted differently around me? I have had a crush on him since I met him, and this is the first time I acted upon it. He swears he's never considered being with a guy, but I jerked him off for a good 10 minutes. I was just wondering what other people thought of the situation.
Thanks for the help guys!