So I have a below-the-average dick. Recently this has started to bother me to no end.
I hate looking at myself naked in the mirror. I hate seeing that everything has grown since I was 13, but definitely not my dick.
I can't shower in the gym because I feel embarressed. And I am jealous of all the guys. I'm jealous they have a decent cock. And I wonder why it couldn't be me.
I struggle to get an erection and most importantly to keep it up. Why? There are several reasons, but one in particular is that I don't like touching my cock 'cause I'm reminded how small it is compared to other guys'.
I'm dating a guy but I dread the moment we get intimate because A) my dick is too small B) I won't be able to keep it up because of stress. Plus, he's 5 younger than me but I'm sure he's more hung than I am and for some reason it bothers me. It makes me feel insecure.
People say that inches don't count, it's all about how you use it. Well, guess what, I am not able to use it properly either.
Whenever people start commenting on how hung guys are or are not, I get nervous. 'I slept with him and he was huge. I was very lucky'. 'How hung are you?'. Sentences like these offend me and they don't come from shallow people. They come from people I love. The point is that gay guys are cock-obsessed, and I don't blame them. I would be too if I could afford it. I just wish I could come out as a 'small guy', but it feels inappropriate to say.
I am 25 and I've never had a real boyfriend. I'm starting to think that my dick has something to do with it.
This is eating up my life, any advice on how to feel more comfortable with all of this? (provided I'll seek therapy in 2013) Thanks guys...