In an attempt to get me out of my shell, my roommate (straight) is taking me out to my very first gay club tomorrow night. He claims I mope around too much, and things might "turn around" for me if I find a man. Only problem is, I not crazy about this whole gay club idea. I understand he cares and wants to help, but I hate big crowds like that. Now I need to find a way to get out of going. Should I come down with a sudden illness. After all, it is flu season.