assuming he doesn't cancel, a guy I met on a hook up site is coming over to place his penis is a place where some penises fear to thread. My ass you dummy.
I don't always have the best of luck and if cancelled, here I am announcing it and then it doesn't happen. Can you photoshop sex? I know, photos or it didn't happen.
The reason I haven't had anal sex in 17 years is because of depression and anxiety. Also, I have take medications that killed my sex drive and I had no interest in sex / jacking off. I've said that it was nice to not feel like a slave to your cock.
When it wants to get off - yes, I always talk about my cock in the third person - you do whatever you can to get off. And if you shower, go out night clubbing, look for someone to meet, and go home with a guy. . . That's a lot of effort.
I've made enough moves forward that I can have a guy over and not worry about having an anxiety attack. Although I did have an anxiety attack with one guy about three weeks ago. it was embarrassing. I was sweating up a storm bu he didn't care because he was so horny.
But my place is clean, everything is done and other than doing the obvious -cleaning the pipes - I hope I will be fine and I have learned from having three gentlemen callers [ I don't normally talk this way] just to give myself enough time and don't rush things because that's when I'll panic.
After 17 years - I really should call Guniness Book of World Records to see if I broke any record - I don't worry about the sphincter muscle because that would be a concern. the bottoms will know what I'm talking about.
With that hurdle overcome with regular use of my dildo, the sphincter isn't that anal gate that can make things difficult for us bottoms. I don't have pain when I fuck myself.
I just hope I don't do a mind fuck on myself and when he is coming at me, I hope I dont think "you are going to put that where?" He he
I've seen his cock and its about the same size as my dildo so things will be fine.
Back in the days when I was clubbing ad meeting guys, I never watched what I ate in anticipation that I might meet someone at the bar and get fucked that night. I remember a thread about what to eat in preparations of anal sex and I neve did any of those things.
But just out of curiously, what should I eat or not eat if the sex will be happening after 8 p.m . Thursday night? Sugestions. I know you are thinking why is he asking for suggestions if he didn't have any incidents when he w a 1 night stand whore? He he
It would be one less thing to think about later today.
There is some irony to this new whole thing. I'm not the type of guy to talk Bout my sexual exploits - I had none but a befirnded a guy on Grindr. he is a twink ( I'm not into twinks) but he said he had not kissed a guy and that kind of was interesting that I could be his first kiss.
but he was just over 18 and I thought maybe To Catch A Predator is on Grindr so I was very cool with everything. I found out his birthday was in May so he was of age although I had not seen a driver's license.
So we would talk a few times on Grindr [ worst functioning app ever] and I spoke to him the other day. I was like a mentor and I gave him some advice like don't wait for things to happen, go make them happen, etc
I say goodbye and he says " do you want to meet?" We live close by and I said ok. And then he said " do you want a hj?" I asked what it was and he said a hand job. So my whole friendship with this guy has changed because I thought I was too old but he started talking about sex.
I admitted that I did think it would be nice for him to come over and we could kiss and cuddle because I had yet to have an encounters that I mentioned above. he knew I was looking to get fucked and he suggested that I top him.
well I was surprised but I said I'm strictly a bottom guy. I though I would probably have to get Viagra if I had ever wanted to do anything like that. My anti depressant and anxiety pills have probably prevented my cock from bring 100% hard . I would say the most is usually about 75% hard.
I see my doctor mid December but I'm still nt sure if I want to top him. The Gods must have listened to me because he showed me photos of his dock and it is beautiful. I had said I wouldn't want a big ugly cock if I could have interaction with a beautiful cock.
I haven't shown him by photos because I want to see his I.d. In case Chris Hanson is in the area with the To Ctach a Predator show. I'm kidding. I don't think that is a concern but it crossed my mind when I first met him. I met him because he had a name posted as his username and I said its probably not a good idea to post his name. He said he had made up the name.
I had my first kiss a few weeks ago with a guy who came over. It was not good. so I had hoped this guy knows how to kiss. I bought pop rocks and I thought we could add those into the mix while kissing but it's sour strawberry :-( I bought some whipped cream but I could use it with guy #1 ( the 8 pm guy)
I have been on social apps for several weeks and I could not find anyone who wanted to fuck because my town is 20 or 30 minutes from where guys live. All the guys in my town are bi and bi guys don't want to kiss. The kisser guy was gay so it wasn't a problem but it wasn't good like I said.
I never meant to write this long. I've been sitting on my bed and typing for 45 minutes I think.
He better not stand me up . . . Well I have the twink to fall back on.
This other guy is to break my 'fucking' dryspell. the twink would be more like a cuddle buddy or fwb buddy ( friends with benefits) since he lives close to me.
I think I will have the Twink guy come over Fruday night. He knows about my my 'fuck' night. now that I've seen his cock, I want to meet his cock ( fter I've seen his I.d.) But he wouldn't be on Grindr if he was underage.
Ok I'm done .
Any eating and topping advice would be appreciated