So here is the situation...
Myself being a good hearted Christian guy I have speant the past few years praying for the special type of guy to come along. Because I am in ministry and not out to anybody I am been patiently waiting for a guy in a similar situation to come along and see where things go.
So I got lonely one afternoon and put up an ad on craigslist... through the spammers and many creepers there was one guy that intrigued me. He was also in his 20's masculine, all around good guy, a Christian who works with teens, smart, cute, dorky, all the things I really wanted in a good friend. He has never done anything with a guy although has thought about it for years. I have experimented though, but still new.
We eventually meet up and have a great time. We text every day, and hang out multiple times a week, cook for each other, play video games, go out together. Our friendship has really grown into something special. We even went camping by ourselves and we started making out, cuddling, even tried oral. As a gentleman I let him make the first moves. We get along great and are really sweet to each other when we hang out. I have never made out so much in my life!!! I am really enjoying this friendship/whatever this is.
Something he said really bothered me though when we were camping. He said "I think I am more into the experience than I am into the experience with you" He is definitely a better looking guy than me but this still came as a shock. We still continue to hang and make out, he even slept over at my place. Nothing has changed and he seems to be into me with all the kissing and touching (I never instigate it... its always him). But in the back of my mind I still have that line haunting me. If he wasn't really into me in that way he wouldn't be so kissy/touchy/lovey dovey, right? We also don't really know how to act in public which is kind of funny... we like to hike and walk trails and hold hands, will stop and kiss for a few minutes, then as we see somebody drop the hands and continue.
I like this guy as a friend/companion and don't want to mess up our friendship by making things weird and asking the "do you really like me?" question... I hate to be that guy, but I want to continue how things are going. But is he faking it because we are in a similar situation and get along so well? Should I just leave it alone? Need some advice guys!