I'm posting this because I need to get some feedback on this situation. I'm not out, so I have no one else to discuss his with.
For the past 3 months, I have been letting this guy stay at my place because he just moved here to this city to get away from some problems in his hometown. I met him through one of my other friends. He was staying there when I first met him. We started hanging out and he eventually told me that he no longer wanted to live with my other friend. I told him that he could stay at my place until he gets himself together. The first night I asked if he wanted to sleep on the sofa and said that he didn't mind sleeping in my bed. So, for the past 3 months, every night, we have been sharing the same bed.
I know that this guy is str8 because when we go out places he talks to girls, gets their numbers and eventually smashes them. He even has a 1 yr old kid from his ex-girl. He has no problem getting females wherever he goes because he's a good looking guy. He asked about my sexual preference a few weeks after we started living together and I told him that I'm bi but not out. He also admitted to doing some things with guys, but its always only for the money because he didn't have a job.
Last night we were in my room hanging out drinking Heineken and smoking a little. We had a deep conversation about his troubled past and his ex-girl. After about two hours, we were getting kinda drunk and high from smoking. He then asked me if I am bi. I said yeah. He then says that he wanted me to show him my ass and told me that he wants to "do it all". I thought he was joking around at first because he always told me that he was completely str8. He then says that he loves girls and pussy, but wants to know if he'll like having sex with a guy. He also said he wanted to know for sure if he's really bi or gay.
At first I kept telling him that i didn't wanna do anything sexual with him. In reality, I've been wanting to mess around with him ever since I first saw him at my friend's house. He's extremely attractive and sexy. He has that street thug swag but is also a pretty boy at the same time. I'm definetly attracted to him but I didn't want to damage our friendship by having sex, so I kept saying "no".
So, he keeps begging to see my ass and says that he wants to fuck and maybe let me fuck him too. I finally agreed to do it, so he goes and takes a quick shower and comes back to the room naked. We turn out he lights and started by touching each other. By this time, I'm fully hard and I noticed that he was hard too. He asks he if I ever kissed a guy before and I say "no" but I tell him that I wanna try. He grabs my hard dick while we're rubing our bodies together. Then he asked me to give him some head, which I did. Btw...his dick is huge. While I'm giving head, he asked if "this is what I wanted when I first saw him, and I said "yeah". After this, he put on some lube and I let him fuck me. He didn't want me to try to fuck him though, eventhough he said he would try it if i let him fuck me. After we finished, we both go to sleep.
I wanted to know what you guys think about this situation. I haven't really spoke with him since this happened because he's always asleep when I leave in the mornings to go to work. I hope that this won't affect our friendship and I now wonder if he really liked it and has been wanting to do this for awhile. Or, it could be possible that he just wanted to experiment while kinda drunk to see if he likes sex with guys or not. I kinda don't want to mention to him what happened. I guess later today when I get home from work, I'll find out if any damage has been done to our friendship.
Thanks guys for reading this long post. Any comments and advice are appreciated.