So the other day when I was just randomly thinking about stuff I remembered when I was about 11 or 12 I fooled around with my god brother who was about 17 and I feel extremely guilty about it. Like that somehow because of it all I am attracted to men no if, and's, or but's. However, ever since I can remember I knew there was something different about me and had several crushes on boys before all that. I am driving myself crazy because I can't stop obsessing over it. Agh! Help!