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    Quote Originally Posted by HolyEggRolly View Post
    Hmm.. You know what guy! I seriously read this status, and I could relate to you. You're very self conscious about not having a big dick? To be honest, I have a big dick.. It's not so great as you think, in fact it gets very distasteful when people constantly makes comments on your penis size, or are only interested into you for that. Having a big dick is just annoying, and eventually when you get older, a person's dick is going to shrivel up, and look disgusting afterwards. lol. OKAY ANYWAYS!! I take it that you're not really happy or pleasant with your penis. Hell, I too am unhappy with my body biologically. I'm black, dark skinned, and have nappy hair. I don't like it either too. IN FACT, I HATE IT! I prefer death than being black! At times, I feel suicidal like you. I feel unattractive, and rejected. I don't want to feel or look black. lol The point is, you have to work with ya got! I'm not saying you have to get over it, but you have to get use to it. The disliking of our own body, and looks is just plain evil and unhealthy for you. You can't let your possessions posse you. Hell, you just gotta work with your "flaws". Maybe me being black, or you having a small penis is not such of a big deal as we think. What you have others, others don't, and maybe they'd want it.
    you know, i'm NOT finish with this yet.

    you know, as a black person, i will NEVER, EVER understand how a black person would hate themselves so much where they would say something like this or feel this way about themselves and black people in general. this whole entire post IRKS the shit out of me. IRKS ME.

    not only is it a smack in the face to himself. it's basically a smack in the face to every black person on this site and on the planet. i would like to know how this guy was raised and who he hangs around with, seriously. oh boy. to dude, as i said before, don't even say anything concerning the gay community or anybody. worry about yourself. this most definitely ain't getting a pass. your pass has been REVOKED. you might as well delete yourself from this site. if you were 12 and going through an identity crisis, i'd understand BUT @ 18, you most definitely are too old to be thinking or doing this shit. i knew when he did a thread about "if white guys like black guys" that this guy had some self hatred issues going on. i thought ole boy was working on it BUT this on the other hand is something else.
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    Quote Originally Posted by refujiunderground View Post
    someone who can't afford one. you got robbed? sorry to hear that.
    Amazon was amazingly cool about it... they're re-shipping all the items except one, which is out of stock now (they refunded the money for it instead). whether or not they arrive before Christmas remains to be seen, but it helps it suck a little less.

    of course, I've also spent tens of thousands of dollars at Amazon over the years, and stuff like this ensures that I will continue to do so

    ironically, this whole thing was like 50% my mom's fault, and her gift was the one they couldn't resend.

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    Quote Originally Posted by loki81 View Post
    Amazon was amazingly cool about it... they're re-shipping all the items except one, which is out of stock now (they refunded the money for it instead). whether or not they arrive before Christmas remains to be seen, but it helps it suck a little less.

    of course, I've also spent tens of thousands of dollars at Amazon over the years, and stuff like this ensures that I will continue to do so

    ironically, this whole thing was like 50% my mom's fault, and her gift was the one they couldn't resend.
    yeah, amazon is a good site when it comes to that. that's one reason why i hate online shipping and fedex and usps. they just drop the package off right there, leave and have it open for anybody to take it up. it's actually the shipping companies fault. they could have just left one of those messages at the door saying that they came by and you could pick your shit up at the nearby ups facility.

    hope you get your gifts in time for the holiday.

    and you sound like you got your mom a very hard to find gift to like something that they don't make anymore or is out of print. what was it? kind of curious to know.
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    Quote Originally Posted by HolyEggRolly View Post
    I hate when men have an ass that feels like wet bread!!
    That's a disgusting thought.

    "Thirty-one* states allow all qualified citizens to carry concealed weapons. In those states, homosexuals should embark on organized efforts to become comfortable with guns, learn to use them safely and carry them. They should set up Pink Pistols task forces, sponsor shooting courses and help homosexuals get licensed to carry. And they should do it in a way that gets as much publicity as possible. "

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    god I fucking hate my dad's best friend.

    I feel like he's always making fun of my great aunt... fuck you, dude. she's 93. she's got dementia; it's worse at night, and worser still after she's been drinking wine all night with dinner. yes, she's a pain in the ass. but after 93 years, I feel like she's earned the right to tell the same story 5 times in a single hour.

    it's one thing for family to roll their eyes and complain, but you're not family, guy. if you have nothing pleasant to say, shut the fuck up.

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    Quote Originally Posted by loki81 View Post
    god I fucking hate my dad's best friend.

    I feel like he's always making fun of my great aunt... fuck you, dude. she's 93. she's got dementia; it's worse at night, and worser still after she's been drinking wine all night with dinner. yes, she's a pain in the ass. but after 93 years, I feel like she's earned the right to tell the same story 5 times in a single hour.

    it's one thing for family to roll their eyes and complain, but you're not family, guy. if you have nothing pleasant to say, shut the fuck up.
    you should call his ass out and put him in his place even if your father whether your father likes it or not.
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    something that i'm realizing that's beginning to bother me. i FEEL like i'm getting old. i'm only 26 BUT i feel like i'm 27. i used to feel like a kid BUT i feel like an adult for real. like i should have my own apartment, paying my own bills and holding myself down now. i had a nightmare last night about going back to the same job that i left and never hoped to come back from. for some reason, i was happy but that was because i was working and was making money. there are some things that i wanted for christmas that couldn't be brought or i didn't have yet. my independence, getting my loan paid off, getting a good mark on the lsat, and etc, etc, etc.

    what can i say, i no longer feel like behaving like a kid.
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    Wow, what a DEPRESSING thread this has become. Is there anybody in all of JUBland who feels the cheer and warmth of this holiday season? I wish you, one and all, a load of happiness and an optimistic outlook as we move into 2013. May it be a happier year for all.
    Last edited by MrRochesterNY; December 25th, 2012 at 11:48 AM.

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    And even more "depressing" stuff to add to this thread:

    For any of you single guys out there who may be down in the dumps or upset about NOT being in a relationship...please don't get it twisted. It's not always rainbows and unicorns. Relationships can be hard work. Very hard work that tests your patience and strength in ways you never thought imaginable.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Huntneo(PT) View Post
    And even more "depressing" stuff to add to this thread:

    For any of you single guys out there who may be down in the dumps or upset about NOT being in a relationship...please don't get it twisted. It's not always rainbows and unicorns. Relationships can be hard work. Very hard work that tests your patience and strength in ways you never thought imaginable.
    This is true. People think that life is gazillion times better when you are in a relationship. It's tough work to maintain it.

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    ^^^^

    SO true.... I'm about to kill my BF right now!!!!!!
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    After a number of years and a number of single-not single life experiences

    I have become a convinced follower of the Tenet

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    Nobody is suitable companionship

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    Don't know why shit stirring trolls are allowed multiple chances back after several accounts where they did nothing but be a twat, and it's back to the trolling for them too. Smh.

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    "Q-P"

    when you were a snotty, whiney asshole of an adolescent
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    did not your Adults who cared often give you chances
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    I believe it is the same principle.

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    man, you know i have to get this off my head for a minute.

    my bro and me were in the car talking about us going to this new years party or whatever. i told him that i'm scared that some woman might bother me where i'll be forced to tell her that i'm gay in front of my two homeboys that don't know about it yet. then my bro tells me that he had a convo with my mom sometime ago about me and he said that he believed that i was really gay and she said that i just wanted to make an excuse because i'm having trouble accepting responsibility so that i'm lying about being gay.



    you know, that really pissed me off. you know, if there's ONE thing that i HATE and i REALLY HATE THIS, it's when i'm DEAD serious about something or telling the truth AND SOMEONE SAYS THAT I'M A LIAR OR DOESN'T BELIEVE ME. that's the most disrespectful thing someone can EVER do to me. like for real, i'm angry with how for the longest time, i've been dealing with being sad, depressed, being angry, being unpopular, not having any friends at the moment, trying to live with myself for the longest since i was a preteen. i didn't know how to deal with shit or how to ask for help so i began to look for ways how to cope with my issues. when i became a teenager, i got worse during high school so i then asked my mom for help whenever i found myself in a jam. instead of trying to understand me or at least be of some sort of help, she would just brush me off and go like "maybe you have magic powers" basically telling me to get out of her hair. to her, it didn't make sense for me to act the way that i was acting. she busted her ass to put clothes on my back, have whatever i wanted, eat whatever i wanted to eat and basically spoil me rotten so if i had any issues or whatever wasn't going right, i had no excuse. i just had to deal with it. so that's what i did, i dealt with it and things weren't working. so now when i'm a certain way now after trying to do shit by myself and i say the same story, it's the same fucking shit. she'll say to me whenever i say the same fucking thing that i've been saying since i was 14, she'll go like "why are you going to the shrink? you have nothing wrong with you. you're not gay. you're not depressed. you just need to keep yourself busy. you need to get busy living your life." man, honestly, if i killed myself tomorrow, i wonder if her ass will believe me when i told her every fucking thing.

    like for real, the worst feeling that i've ever felt was the feeling of being helpless. it just reminds me of the time back in kindergarten where all these kids would terrorize me, hurt me and the whole nine and when i would ask for help from the teachers that were supposed to intervene. THEY DIDN'T DO A FUCKING THING. i would be crying saying that i got my bookbag stolen by some kid, i got stabbed with a pencil with my hand bleeding profusely, and they would look @ me with the "what the fuck do you want us to do? go away from me". it was like wow, these people don't give a fuck about me. so after all these years dealing with whatever and i act the way i do and go about dealing with shit my way, i really don't want to hear any bullshit from anybody ready to criticize me or my behavior. where were they when i was asking for help? in no way am i saying that my mom is a horrible parent or didn't do shit for me. i just don't like how when i had a problem where i really needed her help and it was something such as dealing with a bully or feeling upset and not knowing how to deal with my emotions or whatever, she would turn the other way. my father wasn't there at home. he would just do whatever he feel like and he wasn't interested in hearing me. so i turned to the internet and that's not the place where i would recommend anybody to tell their problems because you have people outthere who are always looking for a way to boost themselves up by any means. so now, i'm a grown man and i'm dealing with my life as i see fit. i'll listen to folks for advice BUT @ the same time, i feel that since i've been ignored for so long and dealt with being in pain so much, i really don't give a fuck and i'm going to do whatever i feel like doing. whoever has a problem with it can kiss my ass.
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    it just angers me how i had to turn to the internet in order to talk to someone about my issues BECAUSE the people that were supposed to care such as my parents turned away. now i'm a grown ass man, my mom wants to basically make me feel bad about me wanting to be a better person and fix whatever issues that i have going on that i've dealt with as a teenager. then she has the nerve to turn around and expect me to be her therapist or whatever. man.....
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    Shockwave Flash: the measure of a shitty site.
    Your post comments are forwarded to the CIA.

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    Quote Originally Posted by refujiunderground View Post
    it just angers me how i had to turn to the internet in order to talk to someone about my issues BECAUSE the people that were supposed to care such as my parents turned away.....
    Ref, you have to get with the times. People don't want to think about responsibility or commitment any more.

    How many parents are even bothering to get married anymore. They don't want to bother with 'love, honour and obey 'til death do they part' and all those difficult things.

    That kind of happy family exists in Walt Disney films.

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    my cousin tore into me tonight for not coming out of the closet... I was like, I didn't know I was in.

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    Nothing exciting here.

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    Quote Originally Posted by pat grimshaw View Post
    Ref, you have to get with the times. People don't want to think about responsibility or commitment any more.

    How many parents are even bothering to get married anymore. They don't want to bother with 'love, honour and obey 'til death do they part' and all those difficult things.

    That kind of happy family exists in Walt Disney films.
    i disagree with you right there. i think it's fucked up that some parents seem to not be interested in the personal lives of their kids aside from food, clothing, shelter, school or whatever. it's a form of neglect because a child might be going through a particular problem and they basically tell the kid to "deal with it" even if it could be something very serious. then when their teenager ends up doing some crazy shit, getting involved with drugs, gangs or whatever, they basically act all clueless like "why is my son/daughter doing this?" maybe they should have been paying more attention. it just irks the shit out of me seeing how some of these parents just leave their kids out to fend for themselves and then when their kids ends up going about something the wrong way, they're dumbfounded.

    i just wish that my parents would have helped me deal with my problems when they were occurring when i was a preteen/teenager then maybe i wouldn't have came out to be the person that i am today. now i have to be the one to go out and seek the help that i SHOULD have received a long time ago that my parents neglected to do for me simply because they didn't THINK or want to believe that i had a problem. the thing that gets me is some of the shit was clear as day too and none of them bothered to ask why. they could have cared less behind what were my reasons for doing what i did. they tried to answer the question themselves instead of asking ME. it just angers me a whole lot. that's why i try my hardest to ignore my mom whenever she goes on these rants about why you're not doing this, making cop outs and etc. it makes no sense to waste time on the ignorant that don't get it or can't see how their thinking isn't working.

    she has the nerve to say that i'm acting like my father, comparing me to that hasbeen. to tell you the truth, her way of thinking has put her in more problems. i'm already angry with my father for being an asshole. i've grown angry with my mother because she is basically trying to turn me into HER and she doesn't realize it. i don't want to be like either of them. i'm NOT going to take advantage of somebody for my gain like my father does and i damn sure am not going to run away from my problems and act like a stubborn ass when it comes to asking for help like my mother does basically getting herself into issues trying to live off a fucking fantasy that doesn't exist.
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    Quote Originally Posted by pat grimshaw View Post
    Ref, you have to get with the times. People don't want to think about responsibility or commitment any more.

    How many parents are even bothering to get married anymore. They don't want to bother with 'love, honour and obey 'til death do they part' and all those difficult things.

    That kind of happy family exists in Walt Disney films.
    Nonsense, times change.

    When a kid was just another hand that worked the land for you, marriages were arranged by trading a cow or some produce for a daughter. When divorce was heavily socially stigmatized people stayed in horrible marriages where they were beaten or abused.

    Today, in most cases, both parties in a marriage have to work, both have to provide financially, and that means the state of dependency that above and beyond the platitudes you mention kept people together in the past doesn't exist as much anymore.

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    Quote Originally Posted by xbuzzerx View Post
    Nonsense, times change.

    When a kid was just another hand that worked the land for you, marriages were arranged by trading a cow or some produce for a daughter. When divorce was heavily socially stigmatized people stayed in horrible marriages where they were beaten or abused.

    Today, in most cases, both parties in a marriage have to work, both have to provide financially, and that means the state of dependency that above and beyond the platitudes you mention kept people together in the past doesn't exist as much anymore.
    buzz, real quick, i just want to say that i love your intelligence, man. been reading your posts for awhile and dunno if anybody has told you this on here but you're the smartest guy on jub. are you a genius? i know that you most definitely have a very high iq.

    as for what you said concerning marriages, it's just sad that looking at the older married couples especially women that have that "stand by your man even if he treats you dirt, stay together for the kids, make sure that there's a father figure there even if he's lousy" mentality. they're willing to put themselves and their kids in a bad position simply to please that man that has no interest in anybody but himself.

    and even these days now, it's scary to hear how some of these young men and young women view how their partner is supposed to be. they want someone to love but they don't know how to treat that person at all. it's just disturbing.
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    Quote Originally Posted by refujiunderground View Post
    buzz, real quick, i just want to say that i love your intelligence, man.
    agreed.

    Sometimes I wish I had half the intelligence and eloquence as some of the members here.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Huntneo(PT) View Post
    agreed.

    Sometimes I wish I had half the intelligence and eloquence as some of the members here.
    i agree. this site has quite a few admirable people on here and he's one of them.

    isn't your birthday coming up? imagine you're going to be doing it big for new years.
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    Ugh, I was supposed to get a lot of action this weekend and instead I'm laid up in bed with a terrible cold.

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    ^ awww...well that sucks. Feel well soon, pal!


    Quote Originally Posted by refujiunderground View Post
    isn't your birthday coming up? imagine you're going to be doing it big for new years.
    Yeah...on the second! too bad it falls on such a boring day of the week. I've had a pretty decent holiday season to make up for it though.

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    Quote Originally Posted by RazorzEdge88 View Post
    Ugh, I was supposed to get a lot of action this weekend and instead I'm laid up in bed with a terrible cold.
    get well, dude.





    Quote Originally Posted by Huntneo(PT) View Post
    ^ awww...well that sucks. Feel well soon, pal!




    Yeah...on the second! too bad it falls on such a boring day of the week. I've had a pretty decent holiday season to make up for it though.
    but your birthday is on new years. you most definitely gotta party hard, man. i hope you're not working that day, man. that should give you enough reason to do it up big.
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    I'm getting close to 10,000 posts. How embarrassing. I wish post counts weren't visible. Ugh. And anybody who makes a congratulation thread about it will get on my bad side...

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    Quote Originally Posted by GiancarloC View Post
    I'm getting close to 10,000 posts. How embarrassing. I wish post counts weren't visible. Ugh. And anybody who makes a congratulation thread about it will get on my bad side...
    what's wrong with that?
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    I hate that word "hella". I consider it a vulgarism.

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    Man! I love the snow plow guys, but for the third time today there is a mountian of snow at the end of my driveway. One more time and he's getting a snow ball full of dog shit right to the head.
    Inspired - but too tired.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Huntneo(PT) View Post
    And even more "depressing" stuff to add to this thread:

    For any of you single guys out there who may be down in the dumps or upset about NOT being in a relationship...please don't get it twisted. It's not always rainbows and unicorns. Relationships can be hard work. Very hard work that tests your patience and strength in ways you never thought imaginable.
    Quote for truth! When the basement apartment becomes vacant, I'm thinking of moving down there. Way too much estrogen up here for my taste.
    Inspired - but too tired.

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    Quote Originally Posted by GiancarloC View Post
    I'm getting close to 10,000 posts. How embarrassing. I wish post counts weren't visible. Ugh. And anybody who makes a congratulation thread about it will get on my bad side...
    I only make congratulatory threads for interesting numbers, and 10000 is boring. Watch out, though, when you reach 12345.

    Or maybe even 10101.

    "Thirty-one* states allow all qualified citizens to carry concealed weapons. In those states, homosexuals should embark on organized efforts to become comfortable with guns, learn to use them safely and carry them. They should set up Pink Pistols task forces, sponsor shooting courses and help homosexuals get licensed to carry. And they should do it in a way that gets as much publicity as possible. "

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    Quote Originally Posted by JohannBessler View Post
    I hate that word "hella". I consider it a vulgarism.
    It's a speech fragment, actually. It belongs as part of "hellava", as in a "hellava good time".

    "Thirty-one* states allow all qualified citizens to carry concealed weapons. In those states, homosexuals should embark on organized efforts to become comfortable with guns, learn to use them safely and carry them. They should set up Pink Pistols task forces, sponsor shooting courses and help homosexuals get licensed to carry. And they should do it in a way that gets as much publicity as possible. "

    --Jonathan Rauch, Salon Magazine, March 13, 2000

    *the number is now forty

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    Quote Originally Posted by mikey3000 View Post
    Man! I love the snow plow guys, but for the third time today there is a mountian of snow at the end of my driveway. One more time and he's getting a snow ball full of dog shit right to the head.
    When I was in St. Louis there was a guy who rigged a sheet of plywood as a plow blade and waited one morning when the plows came by. They left that same mountain of snow across his drive, and he promptly shoved it out into the middle of the street. The plow looped around the block and yelled at the guy that he wasn't allowed to block the street, to which the homeowner replied that he was just putting the snow back where it came from.

    The plow backed up and moved the snow.

    "Thirty-one* states allow all qualified citizens to carry concealed weapons. In those states, homosexuals should embark on organized efforts to become comfortable with guns, learn to use them safely and carry them. They should set up Pink Pistols task forces, sponsor shooting courses and help homosexuals get licensed to carry. And they should do it in a way that gets as much publicity as possible. "

    --Jonathan Rauch, Salon Magazine, March 13, 2000

    *the number is now forty

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    I just don't know anymore...

    I was lied to...

    I've made mistakes. And I've screwed myself over.

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    ^

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    Quote Originally Posted by refujiunderground View Post
    buzz, real quick, i just want to say that i love your intelligence, man.
    Quote Originally Posted by Huntneo(PT) View Post
    agreed.

    Sometimes I wish I had half the intelligence and eloquence as some of the members here.
    Ack praise! I'm much more used to people hating me on forums than saying nice things. Thanks guys.

    Quote Originally Posted by RazorzEdge88 View Post
    Ugh, I was supposed to get a lot of action this weekend and instead I'm laid up in bed with a terrible cold.
    Is it that terrible wierd cold that is accompanied by stomach burning? Everyone around here had it, I think no one was sure if it was a cold or a flu, it was one of the strangest things I ever had.

    Quote Originally Posted by GiancarloC View Post
    I'm getting close to 10,000 posts. How embarrassing. I wish post counts weren't visible. Ugh. And anybody who makes a congratulation thread about it will get on my bad side...
    Congratulations!

    Quote Originally Posted by JohannBessler View Post
    I hate that word "hella". I consider it a vulgarism.
    In the Bay Area of California (the region surrounding San Francisco and environs) the word hella is still in hella constant use. When I hella lived up there I hella fell into the habit of using hella a lot too. I also got hella remarks from Northern Californians about what a hella polite driver I was considered they hella expected anyone from Los Angeles to be hella rude and pushy.

    I've hella fallen out of the habit of using hella as much in my typing since I hella moved back to the LA area, but I still hella say it sometimes in speech.

    Btw if it makes you feel any better it's really used just like a west coast version of the way they use "wicked" on the east coast, or at least, used to.

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    It's whatever has been going around lately.

    For me, it's not so much stomach burning I'm getting but horrible chills that make it feel like I have fibromyalgia or something.

    Btw, I think wicked is more of a New England thing than entire East Coast.

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    Quote Originally Posted by RazorzEdge88 View Post
    It's whatever has been going around lately.

    For me, it's not so much stomach burning I'm getting but horrible chills that make it feel like I have fibromyalgia or something.
    That's the one. It gave me chills and some kind of muscle spasm in my throat that I seriously mistook for heart palpitations a few times.

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    Quote Originally Posted by Kulindahr View Post
    It's a speech fragment, actually. It belongs as part of "hellava", as in a "hellava good time".
    It seems to have come out of nowhere.

    It reminds me of that two- or three- year period in the 90s when everybody started saying "Not!" after everything. It drove me up the wall.

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    Why does nearly every piece of gay marketing assume that I'm interested in red wine, ballet, fine arts or buying property? Are we not allowed to be common?


    Gay fashion can sometimes be quite awful. Yellow and purple tops with massive aviator glasses, pipe jeans and knee high boots doesn't make you fabulous.

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    BlueBoy, haven't you received your copy of the gay agenda?

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    okay, i had a terrible dream if it was a dream last night and i'm cringing just talking about it.

    i was walking around the west end of town close to the village area (not talking about new york either) and i ended up at some university that suddenly appeared there. i was hanging out in some dorm with two women who surprisingly i was able to loosen up and act the same way i was around my brother and my homeboy when i get silly. we talked and chatted. at some point, i had my cell phone out and they had pics of my brother and me shirtless in gym shorts outside ready to run after dark. they saw one of the photos and started play fighting me, jumping all over me to get the cell out my hand. after all that, one of them told me that i was a weirdo and if i knew that. then i asked them if they could hang out with me tomorrow. one said yes. the other had to go to take care of her little sister.

    then everything just changed. the next thing i know, i'm going through an episode of sleep paralysis. here's what's scary. i swear on my life, i felt someone on top of me over the blanket. i felt a hand on the blanket covering my mouth. i couldn't move, couldn't talk or whatever BUT someone. then i realized that that person wasn't just on top of me but they were violently humping me with the sheet on top of me. i couldn't breathe, i was trying to move but couldn't. i then tried to scream for help BUT i couldn't. eventually after 4 minutes, i was able to yell a faint help, help to my father in the next room BUT apparently he didn't hear me. i then was able to move but i was so terrified because i didn't know if what had happened just happened or if it was just sleep paralysis. either way, i still was under the sheet and was too scared to take it off me because i thought the person was still there. i then took it off me and saw that nobody was there. either way, i felt like i had been violated or was in total disbelief that what i thought happened happened. i don't know if it was a sleep paralysis episode or if someone actually was humping me with the sheet over my head. i want to check the sheet to see if there's any semen on there but i'm scared to.
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    I think the Kuli-O is handing us a bit of a

    snow job

    up there in his post #436, yess I do..

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    sometimes, when i think about how certain things in this world operate, how society is and think about how it has affected my life and eventually will, i think i would be better off dead sooner than later. things aren't going to get better. they're going to get worse. i would much rather be dead than to have to live my life being miserable in a society like this. you know things will be good, bad or whatever but it's about how you manage it and if your head isn't in the right place, little things that are nothing may hurt you. you know, i would be better off living in the woods by myself off with little to no contact with people, no tv, and whatever. but even so, i think that the reason why i'm feeling so down might be some chemical imbalance upstairs. if it were up to me, i would be keeping busy hanging outside, encouraging my brother and my homeboys to do something together. get some fresh air and hang out with me but everybody wants to be holed up in the house all day.


    even hearing the police cruisers circling around my block and knowing that they've been acting real suspicious for the past week, parked up down the road like they're watching somebody just irks me. they had three cop cars with police officers outside somebody's house just talking on friday. i don't know who they're looking for or who they want word with. i know i didn't do anything BUT being how the police act towards black men out here, it wouldn't surprise me if they wanted to have a word with me over something as well as any young black guys over here. about a month ago, they were circling around the block like 6 times while i was blowing out the leaves on my front yard and to tell you the truth, i think they were watching me. that's me being paranoid though. i don't trust the police. had quite a few run ins with police in the past and they damn sure weren't good ones.

    and even now, just hearing my father singing basically crying for attention and feeling my left foot cringing for whatever reason, i feel sick BUT i'm not physically sick.

    just hope that the trip to the psychiatrist actually helps me out. i won't give up on myself but at the same time, i think i'm reaching my breaking point.
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    Quote Originally Posted by Lefty View Post
    I think the Kuli-O is handing us a bit of a

    snow job

    up there in his post #436, yess I do..
    are you saying that the plow guy was him?
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    Getting ready for New Year but nothing great to wear.

    Yawn...btw 2013 looks uneventful...

    Boring is good
    Your post comments are forwarded to the CIA.

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    Quote Originally Posted by refujiunderground View Post
    then everything just changed. the next thing i know, i'm going through an episode of sleep paralysis. here's what's scary. i swear on my life, i felt someone on top of me over the blanket. i felt a hand on the blanket covering my mouth. i couldn't move, couldn't talk or whatever BUT someone. then i realized that that person wasn't just on top of me but they were violently humping me with the sheet on top of me. i couldn't breathe, i was trying to move but couldn't. i then tried to scream for help BUT i couldn't. eventually after 4 minutes, i was able to yell a faint help, help to my father in the next room BUT apparently he didn't hear me. i then was able to move but i was so terrified because i didn't know if what had happened just happened or if it was just sleep paralysis. either way, i still was under the sheet and was too scared to take it off me because i thought the person was still there. i then took it off me and saw that nobody was there. either way, i felt like i had been violated or was in total disbelief that what i thought happened happened. i don't know if it was a sleep paralysis episode or if someone actually was humping me with the sheet over my head. i want to check the sheet to see if there's any semen on there but i'm scared to.
    Those are classic symptoms of sleep paralysis, RJ.

    During medieval times, people had a "first sleep" and a "second sleep". Because of this, they had a whole lot more of these sleep paralysis episodes than people do today. Since many sleep paralysis dreams become sexual, their experiences gave rise to the idea of a "succubis" or an "incubus"--demons that come to ravage you sexually during the night.

    There's nothing to worry about, RJ. It's all a production of our marvellous brains.

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