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    Quote Originally Posted by RazorzEdge88 View Post
    How? You just click the username and send a PM. You're not mentally challenged, right?
    exactly... you have to click on the username, think of a PM subject... it's a lot of work just to answer a question.

    if the person wanted it answered badly enough, they'd do the work and send me a PM so all I have to do is hit reply

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    since there's a lot of people to quote and i'm trying to finish with something else. i'll just keep it short.

    thanks for all the support, guys. went over to the psych er to do the whole pre screening evaluation thing. the thing was it was taking a bit too long so after doing all the paperwork and waiting for awhile, i left and went to finish whatever i had to do. i had to meet my brother back home at 6ish to go to the gym. i do have an appointment with a therapist on wednesday morning at 9 though. the nice receptionist was able to hook me up with that. have to do all the charity care paperwork tomorrow. might get lucky and get a chance to meet the psychiatrist on wednesday too if someone cancels out but the earliest is by january which is also not far from now.

    as for the program, it's two types. the 3 day one and the 5 day one. you have to do the prescreening first and then you get to meet with the psychiatrists and therapists to get evaluated to see what's wrong and you get medication. the only issue is the transportation getting there. the first day is 8:30 to 3 but after that, it's 10 to 3. it's not easily accessible by bus at all. it's basically a good one to two hours by bus.
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    You went? Huzzah.

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    Quote Originally Posted by xbuzzerx View Post
    You went? Huzzah.
    it's not over yet though. hope this doesn't turn out to be a regret.
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    Quote Originally Posted by refujiunderground View Post
    it's not over yet though. hope this doesn't turn out to be a regret.
    I'm not sure what you have in your mind as to what horrible thing could suddenly explode on you and mkae this a regret, but stop giving it so much thought. If you're certain something horrible will happen you'll probably find something to interpret that way.

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    Re: just venting, airing out, talking shit, personal beefs, problems, anger management, and etc thread

    Quote Originally Posted by RazorzEdge88 View Post
    How? You just click the username and send a PM. You're not mentally challenged, right?
    It's just an obnoxious system. Why shouldn't the first person just send a PM to begin with? Forum comments are the weirdest thing in the world. Never understood why they exist and never bothered to use them before JUB remodeled and started giving out alerts for them. But they're still so... odd. Just an awkward hybrid of thread replies and PMs.

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    Re: just venting, airing out, talking shit, personal beefs, problems, anger management, and etc thread

    Before everyone starts going on and on about COMMENTS, let it be clear that I am mostly talking about things I ask members DIRECTLY in a thread.

    FYI--if I want your attention bad enough--I will PM you. It can take less than a minute.

    as for comments--there are some people I've learned not to even leave those for. Even with 'notifications', they can't be bothered to read them.
    Last edited by Huntneo(PT); December 4th, 2012 at 07:35 AM.

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    Re: just venting, airing out, talking shit, personal beefs, problems, anger management, and etc thread

    Quote Originally Posted by Huntneo(PT) View Post
    Before everyone starts going on and on about COMMENTS, let it be clear that I am mostly talking about things I ask members DIRECTLY in a thread.
    To be clear, I jumped in mid-convo so my reply was basically saying forum comments are weird. Not that that's what you were venting about.

    With the notifications, I now read every single forum comment I get now, though the amount of steps it takes to respond to them does make me not as polite in terms of getting back to people.

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    it's absolutely IRRITATING how i can't seem to be able to get my hands across a link to a porn that i want to download really badly. i hate it whenever i see a gif of a hot guy or a hot scene or a photo of a hot guy and i can't find the video where the gif came from or the name of the guy so i can search for more pics of him.

    even right now, i'm searching for this porn that this guy is in. i really want to jerk off to it bad and i've even jerked off to the 1 minute preview of him getting impaled raw. it came out about a year and some change ago. been looking and i can't seem to find anything. it has to be around somewhere. just one link so i can stroke my dick because he sucks as a top. i can't see him hitting it from the back. he has a nice ass. he doesn't bottom enough and the porn i've been looking for since the top of this year, there's a good shot of him from the side. i LOVE downloading because it doesn't make sense to pay for a membership when there's only like 1 good flick out of 20 or the site stops updating and they're basically pac-manning my money. hell no.
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    love my coworkers.

    spend all day working on a project, forget to take 10 seconds before leaving to let the client (or anyone else) know the actual status of it.

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    Quote Originally Posted by loki81 View Post
    love my coworkers.

    spend all day working on a project, forget to take 10 seconds before leaving to let the client (or anyone else) know the actual status of it.
    what type of work you do btw?
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    Quote Originally Posted by refujiunderground View Post
    what type of work you do btw?
    I work for a web hosting company... my department manages backups and storage (which are semi-unrelated, but backups use more storage than anything else, so we ended up managing it by default)

    had a client request 8TB in ssd storage by the end of business today. I know the quick answer is "no," and I know that my coworker spent all day working on an alternative solution, but he never actually updated the client before going home for the day at 4 pm (and now here it is 5:59 pm and the client is wondering where his drives are because no one bothered contacting him all day)

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    The world is ending in 16 days and I still don't know what I'm going to wear.

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    Re: just venting, airing out, talking shit, personal beefs, problems, anger management, and etc thread

    Quote Originally Posted by loki81 View Post
    I work for a web hosting company... my department manages backups and storage (which are semi-unrelated, but backups use more storage than anything else, so we ended up managing it by default)

    had a client request 8TB in ssd storage by the end of business today. I know the quick answer is "no," and I know that my coworker spent all day working on an alternative solution, but he never actually updated the client before going home for the day at 4 pm (and now here it is 5:59 pm and the client is wondering where his drives are because no one bothered contacting him all day)
    wow. that's fucked up. there's nothing more annoying than having a coworker that doesn't do what they're supposed to do and leaves you to do it for them along with all the other work you have to do. it happens to all of us but at the same time, if it's something that's major like that that could get a complaint sent by a customer where it becomes your headache. grimey.

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    Quote Originally Posted by TheLyingGame View Post
    The world is ending in 16 days and I still don't know what I'm going to wear.
    the world isn't going to end.
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    Call me crazy, but I hate slow drivers. I've been driving for around 8 years now, and I've never had a ticket, I go at least 5 miles above the speed limit minimum, but it's usually 10. I suppose I've become used to speeding, and everyone else is going the "right" speed, because I constantly find myself caught behind slow drivers, with no way to go around.. it's the most frustrating thing in the world. It's not even like I'm in a rush to get somewhere, but I do admit that I have an affinity for 'fast driving.'

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    Quote Originally Posted by GregKII View Post
    Call me crazy, but I hate slow drivers. I've been driving for around 8 years now, and I've never had a ticket, I go at least 5 miles above the speed limit minimum, but it's usually 10. I suppose I've become used to speeding, and everyone else is going the "right" speed, because I constantly find myself caught behind slow drivers, with no way to go around.. it's the most frustrating thing in the world. It's not even like I'm in a rush to get somewhere, but I do admit that I have an affinity for 'fast driving.'
    it depends on what you think slow is. maybe you're one of those drivers that drives 50 mph in a 25 mph zone. if that's the case, then maybe you need to learn how to calm your nerves when hitting the road. when you drive all aggressive, fast and etc, you pretty much put the lives of other people other than yourself in danger. plus to top it off, when you hit a certain speed, you never know when you're going to have to break. it takes a split second to fuck your life up behind the wheel.

    now that you mentioned it. i gotta say that around where i'm at, the "lovely" state of new jersey, there's too many reckless and aggressive drivers that don't know how to drive for shit on the road. i ALMOST got in a car accident with a dumbfuck that cut me off riding in his escalade. don't know if the guy was drunk or on drugs or if he was just an idiot but i'm in the lane to turn right and this moron is in the wrong lane as he's in the left lane which is for going straight. the jackass tried to make a right turn in the left lane and in the process, he almost crashes into me. i hit the fucking horn and he still keeps going like a FUCKING moron. between here and new york city. i can to some degree understand why new york city drivers are aggressive BUT jersey on the other hand is a different story. folks like to rush like it's new york city except when NOT in nyc. you have folks driving all crazy on the road and the highway like they have to go to the emergency room, driving wreckless going 100mph, cutting off cars, and the whole nine only to exit off the highway or to turn off of a side street. it's crazy seeing folks driving up my block which is a residential area going 50 mph up the road like it's a racetrack. i'm surprised that i haven't gotten into a car accident yet with the many close calls i had with some of the dumbasses out here on the road. terrible.
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    Quote Originally Posted by GregKII View Post
    Call me crazy, but I hate slow drivers. I've been driving for around 8 years now, and I've never had a ticket, I go at least 5 miles above the speed limit minimum, but it's usually 10. I suppose I've become used to speeding, and everyone else is going the "right" speed, because I constantly find myself caught behind slow drivers, with no way to go around.. it's the most frustrating thing in the world. It's not even like I'm in a rush to get somewhere, but I do admit that I have an affinity for 'fast driving.'
    So in a 30 mph zone or whatever it is for your residential you go 40? You will get a ticket or speed cams will bust you. They do have those speed limits for a reason. Not calling you crazy but you are being an unsafe driver and you are also violating the law. "I've become used to speeding" won't get you out of a ticket (that was a joke btw).

    Could it just be that the "slow" drivers are actually obeying the law?

    It's a miracle you have never had a ticket.
    Your post comments are forwarded to the CIA.

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    Quote Originally Posted by refujiunderground View Post
    you have to do the prescreening first and then you get to meet with the psychiatrists and therapists to get evaluated to see what's wrong and you get medication.
    You meet withTHE...RAPISTS??

    You ARE actually doing it. Good on you, guy.
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    Quote Originally Posted by frankfrank View Post
    You meet withTHE...RAPISTS??

    You ARE actually doing it. Good on you, guy.
    that's what it feels like, i'm messing with people that are going to eat me alive and that i'm exposing myself to. i've done it before but this time feels different. went over there today to get the charity service paper. just need my mom to sign off on it tonight so i can take it back there tomorrow for the scheduled appointment. felt really uncomfortable being there.

    it was creepy. for some reason, i felt like i was 4 again in special ed where they took the whole class to the hospital for some reason. that hallway looks familar even though i never been there before. i'm afraid, man. it's like i'm afraid the worst will happen.
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    it's absolutely IRRITATING how i can't seem to be able to get my hands across a link to a porn that i want to download really badly. i hate it whenever i see a gif of a hot guy or a hot scene or a photo of a hot guy and i can't find the video where the gif came from or the name of the guy so i can search for more pics of him.

    even right now, i'm searching for this porn that this guy is in. i really want to jerk off to it bad and i've even jerked off to the 1 minute preview of him getting impaled raw. it came out about a year and some change ago. been looking and i can't seem to find anything. it has to be around somewhere. just one link so i can stroke my dick because he sucks as a top. i can't see him hitting it from the back. he has a nice ass. he doesn't bottom enough and the porn i've been looking for since the top of this year, there's a good shot of him from the side. i LOVE downloading because it doesn't make sense to pay for a membership when there's only like 1 good flick out of 20 or the site stops updating and they're basically pac-manning my money. hell no.
    LOL oh man...I remember those days.

    Sometimes I spent more time searching for porn (or trying to find out WHO someone is or what something came from) than actually "using" it.

    PM me a link to the picture and or gifs, and I'll see if I recognize any of it.

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    you know, my father really pisses me the FUCK off. he really does and i can't stand his ass.

    dude is a lying, manipulative, self centered asshole. you know, if you lost your billfold with your license and all that other important shit last monday or tuesday, WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU WAIT TO TELL ME THIS SHIT ON THURSDAY OR FRIDAY? are you serious? you call home telling me to file a fucking report saying that you might have lost it on the bus or the train. you basically called me to help your ass. you lost that shit so you should have been up to the boogied that issue if you really gave a fuck about your damn billfold with your fucking personal information on there. dude calls me up on thursday or friday of last week telling me he lost his billfold, sounding all panicky on the phone or whatever. i help your ass out and even at that moment, i knew that dude couldn't be trusted. he's done way too much bullshit to ever be trusted.

    now today, you wake me up and tell me that the information is supposed to be on the site by now when i filled out the info saying you lost it on thursday or friday or the time you called me. you say that you may have lost it last week monday to me NOW. WTF? then you want me to go down to the dmv with you to pick up the information and etc on wednesday as if it's my duty and responsibility to do that shit for you. i'm NOT doing that shit. you can do it your fucking self. if you're so interested in doing that shit or if you REALLY cared about your billfold or the things you lost in there, you would have done that SHIT yourself from way back WHEN. why are you leaning on me to do that for you? you're a grown ass man who's 65 years old. QUIT trying to fucking push all your responsibilities onto other people and then act like you're some king where you do this, that and the fifth thinking people can't fucking live without you.

    NOT ONLY DOES HE NOT KNOW WHEN HE LOST IT, HE DOESN'T KNOW WHERE HE LOST IT EITHER. HE SAYS THAT SOMEONE MIGHT HAVE PICKPOCKETED HIM. YOU KNOW, THIS IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN YOU DEAL WITH PEOPLE WHO ARE OUT FOR THEMSELVES. NOW, i can inquire that he simply doesn't know where his shit is or he may have intentionally lost that shit on purpose for whatever reason. i know my father well. he's the type of guy that will basically fuck something up for his own reasons, blame somebody else and then suddenly it turns up or everything is okay. he's a calculated and manipulative person that plots his every moves. everything he usually does is intentional or for a reason. this is why i say he's a sociopath. dude basically uses and abuses people for his gain or to have a sense of power over them. he takes no responsibility for his actions. he blames people. he prides himself. he basically wants to have control over people's lives. dude lost his billfold and he wants ME to take care of that shit for him as if it's mine. i'm NOT going to go to the dmv with him. dude is acting like that's my responsibility. he lied to me about when he lost it IF he lost it at all or whatever and expects me to go and handle that shit for him. i don't trust him or his fucking motives. he's a certified jackass. dude basically wants to fuck over people and do whatever he feels like then play the sympathy card like a cunt.
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    is there a way of suggesting to my roommate that I'd gladly accept blowjobs instead of $$ rent without making him feel like a prostitute/sex slave?

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    Quote Originally Posted by loki81 View Post
    is there a way of suggesting to my roommate that I'd gladly accept blowjobs instead of $$ rent without making him feel like a prostitute/sex slave?
    sounds like you want him as your boyfriend.
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    Quote Originally Posted by refujiunderground View Post
    sounds like you want him as your boyfriend.
    nah... we've had the discussion, and he's pretty actively not looking for anything more serious than a fuck buddy. I define relationships based on how far into the future I can picture the two of us. with him, I rarely picture anything more than a few weeks into the future.

    he's likely moving away for grad school after he graduates in the spring, so I'm just enjoying the friendship with benefits while I've got it.

    but he gives amazing blowjobs and I can't think of a way to tell him that I'd love more of them

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    I wish I could eat something without hating myself after that. Just one meal...

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    Why do I have to eat less at this time of year in order to not gain weight??? I'm getting as much exercise, eating the same or less, and gaining weight.

    I know, it happens every year, and the doctor says it's connected to SAD... but I still hate it.

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    Quote Originally Posted by loki81 View Post
    nah... we've had the discussion, and he's pretty actively not looking for anything more serious than a fuck buddy. I define relationships based on how far into the future I can picture the two of us. with him, I rarely picture anything more than a few weeks into the future.

    he's likely moving away for grad school after he graduates in the spring, so I'm just enjoying the friendship with benefits while I've got it.

    but he gives amazing blowjobs and I can't think of a way to tell him that I'd love more of them
    well, that's an interesting thing though. so you're stuck between getting good blowjobs, sex and letting your roommate not pay rent or letting your roommate slide for free as long as he sucks you off. you can't give him a discount? is he broke?


    well, you know, this is nothing new and i've always done this since i was in high school, down in the dumps, feeling like i'm not amounting to shit and having other people such as my mother and my brother beating into my head the same thing as IF i don't know. i'm disappointment with myself and how i turned out. you know, if this was about 10 years ago, i would say take full responsibility and say that it's my own doing how i came out to be like this. however, i even realized back then that looking at my behavior, my feelings and etc, that i was going through some issues that i didn't know how to deal with and the people around me weren't of any help either. they pretty much didn't give a fuck.

    HOWEVER, i'm starting to realize that i have a problem and despite what some people like my mother or my brother might say or want to believe that there is nothing going on with me, i am convinced there is. if i listened to my mother and went like "hey.. i can snap out of it. i need to keep myself busy. i need to do this, that and the fifth and basically IGNORE my issues" then i would wind up just like how she is. she basically is an example of what happens when you ignore your issues, try to take them on and basically fuck yourself over in the process.

    i NOW realize that when i was 12 or 13, i might have been suffering from depression and anxiety issues. top that off with realizing that i might be gay and didn't know how to deal with it. i pretty much didn't know how to deal with so i decided to turn towards other things as a means of voicing myself. all the while, i was only digging myself into a bigger hole than i already was. when i reached out for help such as turning towards my mom who at the time i felt could have done something at my age, she didn't think that i had any issues or want to deal with it so she was like "you have nothing wrong with you. deal with it". i was brushed off and in turn, my issues got worse. i eventually turned towards the internet and eventually web forums expressing myself and my pain since that was the only place i felt comfortable since i was told by other people to "fuck off". i became comfortable with it instead of going to get help from a professional and things still got bad.

    i am starting to realize that as much as i love my mother. she helped me, she loves me and all BUT at the same time, she kind of fucked me over by i say encouraging me to get to this point. she feels that i'm BLAMING her whenever i tell her to be supportive towards me getting help when in reality, i'm trying to let her know that her way of just "sweeping things under the rug and acting like my issues didn't exist where i should smile and pretend that i'm okay" isn't the right way to go. she thinks that i'm wasting my time going over to the shrink to talk as "there's nothing wrong with me". but then again, i realize that she too has problems and her way of handling them isn't the way to go such as her marriage. she wanted to have a happy home unlike the one that she came out of. she wanted my brother and me to have a mother and a father in the household. HOWEVER, she was there busting her ass and she stayed with a man that had no interest in being a father or a husband besides looking out for himself. she pretty much put herself in a shitload of stress and trouble trying to paint a reality that didn't exist and when i look @ her now, i see someone who still needs help. she realizes that she played herself BUT @ the same time, she thinks there's no way out of the mess that she built up.

    i feel like that. i built a mess for myself but at the same time, i realize that the mess i built is NOT entirely my fault as i wasn't in the right fame of mind which affected my thought and decision process. if my head was in a better place from way back, i wouldn't be where i'm at today.

    now, here i am, no ambition, no drive, feeling hopeless, drained, etc basically thinking that i can handle my own issues and now when i'm facing
    one thing about the closet/you don't have to hurry/it will be bad tomorrow/so brother, don't you worry

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    well, that's an interesting thing though. so you're stuck between getting good blowjobs, sex and letting your roommate not pay rent or letting your roommate slide for free as long as he sucks you off. you can't give him a discount? is he broke?
    he's unemployed and I'm not charging him rent... tbh, I don't really need the money, but he's said that he wants to start paying me something to contribute to the bills once he gets a job. I'd be perfectly willing to accept blowjobs instead, though. :P

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    On the earlier topic of slow drivers: what TRULY infuriates me is when you're on a pretty bustling street and you get behind one of those people who has to come to a NEAR COMPLETE STOP before turning right into a driveway or at an intersection. ARGH. Learn to drive.

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    well, that's an interesting thing though. so you're stuck between getting good blowjobs, sex and letting your roommate not pay rent or letting your roommate slide for free as long as he sucks you off. you can't give him a discount? is he broke?


    well, you know, this is nothing new and i've always done this since i was in high school, down in the dumps, feeling like i'm not amounting to shit and having other people such as my mother and my brother beating into my head the same thing as IF i don't know. i'm disappointment with myself and how i turned out. you know, if this was about 10 years ago, i would say take full responsibility and say that it's my own doing how i came out to be like this. however, i even realized back then that looking at my behavior, my feelings and etc, that i was going through some issues that i didn't know how to deal with and the people around me weren't of any help either. they pretty much didn't give a fuck.

    HOWEVER, i'm starting to realize that i have a problem and despite what some people like my mother or my brother might say or want to believe that there is nothing going on with me, i am convinced there is. if i listened to my mother and went like "hey.. i can snap out of it. i need to keep myself busy. i need to do this, that and the fifth and basically IGNORE my issues" then i would wind up just like how she is. she basically is an example of what happens when you ignore your issues, try to take them on and basically fuck yourself over in the process.

    i NOW realize that when i was 12 or 13, i might have been suffering from depression and anxiety issues. top that off with realizing that i might be gay and didn't know how to deal with it. i pretty much didn't know how to deal with so i decided to turn towards other things as a means of voicing myself. all the while, i was only digging myself into a bigger hole than i already was. when i reached out for help such as turning towards my mom who at the time i felt could have done something at my age, she didn't think that i had any issues or want to deal with it so she was like "you have nothing wrong with you. deal with it". i was brushed off and in turn, my issues got worse. i eventually turned towards the internet and eventually web forums expressing myself and my pain since that was the only place i felt comfortable since i was told by other people to "fuck off". i became comfortable with it instead of going to get help from a professional and things still got bad.

    i am starting to realize that as much as i love my mother. she helped me, she loves me and all BUT at the same time, she kind of fucked me over by i say encouraging me to get to this point. she feels that i'm BLAMING her whenever i tell her to be supportive towards me getting help when in reality, i'm trying to let her know that her way of just "sweeping things under the rug and acting like my issues didn't exist where i should smile and pretend that i'm okay" isn't the right way to go. she thinks that i'm wasting my time going over to the shrink to talk as "there's nothing wrong with me". but then again, i realize that she too has problems and her way of handling them isn't the way to go such as her marriage. she wanted to have a happy home unlike the one that she came out of. she wanted my brother and me to have a mother and a father in the household. HOWEVER, she was there busting her ass and she stayed with a man that had no interest in being a father or a husband besides looking out for himself. she pretty much put herself in a shitload of stress and trouble trying to paint a reality that didn't exist and when i look @ her now, i see someone who still needs help. she realizes that she played herself BUT @ the same time, she thinks there's no way out of the mess that she built up.

    i feel like that. i built a mess for myself but at the same time, i realize that the mess i built is NOT entirely my fault as i wasn't in the right fame of mind which affected my thought and decision process. if my head was in a better place from way back, i wouldn't be where i'm at today.

    now, here i am, no ambition, no drive, feeling hopeless, drained, etc basically thinking that i can handle my own issues and now when i'm facing
    Holy jumping fucking jesus, dude.

    I don't know how you can possibly say you don't take this place way too seriously when you write posts that are this fucking long.

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    Quote Originally Posted by xbuzzerx View Post
    On the earlier topic of slow drivers: what TRULY infuriates me is when you're on a pretty bustling street and you get behind one of those people who has to come to a NEAR COMPLETE STOP before turning right into a driveway or at an intersection. ARGH. Learn to drive.
    Yeah but your infuriation won't ever change their behaviour.
    Your post comments are forwarded to the CIA.

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    he's unemployed and I'm not charging him rent... tbh, I don't really need the money, but he's said that he wants to start paying me something to contribute to the bills once he gets a job. I'd be perfectly willing to accept blowjobs instead, though. :P
    I thought of a better way to frame it...

    I'm perfectly fine (within reason) with him being a freeloader, but he feels bad about it and wants to contribute towards household expenses. but there's no great way to tell him that I'm more in need of sexual favors than rent money :P

    but, er... that would kinda make him a prostitute? lol

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    Quote Originally Posted by loki81 View Post
    I thought of a better way to frame it...

    I'm perfectly fine (within reason) with him being a freeloader, but he feels bad about it and wants to contribute towards household expenses. but there's no great way to tell him that I'm more in need of sexual favors than rent money :P

    but, er... that would kinda make him a prostitute? lol
    If no money is exchanging hands, he's more of a "Kept Woman".
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    Quote Originally Posted by xbuzzerx View Post
    On the earlier topic of slow drivers: what TRULY infuriates me is when you're on a pretty bustling street and you get behind one of those people who has to come to a NEAR COMPLETE STOP before turning right into a driveway or at an intersection. ARGH. Learn to drive.
    This is why phasers and photon torpedoes will be invented.
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    Yeah but your infuriation won't ever change their behaviour.
    Um okay. Though the same could be said about the entire concept of the thread but thanks for contributing.

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    This is why phasers and photon torpedoes will be invented.
    Everytime they mentioned these things in Star Trek, I always imagined a big futon flying through the air, LOL.
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    "You may only be one person to the world, but you may also be the world to one person"
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    Quote Originally Posted by xbuzzerx View Post
    On the earlier topic of slow drivers: what TRULY infuriates me is when you're on a pretty bustling street and you get behind one of those people who has to come to a NEAR COMPLETE STOP before turning right into a driveway or at an intersection. ARGH. Learn to drive.
    It's annoying, but I always wonder of they're carrying something that would be ruined by a sudden sharp corner -- like maybe a wedding-type cake.

    "Thirty-one* states allow all qualified citizens to carry concealed weapons. In those states, homosexuals should embark on organized efforts to become comfortable with guns, learn to use them safely and carry them. They should set up Pink Pistols task forces, sponsor shooting courses and help homosexuals get licensed to carry. And they should do it in a way that gets as much publicity as possible. "

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    what bothers the fuck out of me are drivers who will drive the speed limit on the nose, but ignore other laws like obeying stops signs and using their turn signals.

    what's more dangerous: driving 5 mph over the speed limit, or running a red light?

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    sounds like you want him as your boyfriend.
    LOL I don't know WHERE you got boyfriend out of that.

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    Quote Originally Posted by xbuzzerx View Post
    On the earlier topic of slow drivers: what TRULY infuriates me is when you're on a pretty bustling street and you get behind one of those people who has to come to a NEAR COMPLETE STOP before turning right into a driveway or at an intersection. ARGH. Learn to drive.
    OMG! yes...I damn near lose my MIND when they do that!

    need a damn shotgun...lol

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    Also--It KILLS me when people don't use turn signals.

    I'm done now.

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    Also--It KILLS me when people don't use turn signals.

    I'm done now.
    was going to say that BUT you took the words out of my mouth. i HATE that especially when you got folks that make a sudden stop and do a left or right turn acting like the driver behind them is supposed to be a mind reader. folks in newark like to do that bullshit a lot. driving like it's jamaica or whatever. between jersey and new york. a whole lot of crazy ass drivers out here. surprised that i haven't got into a car accident yet out here considering the fact of how much crazy drivers i had to share the road with and even the times where i've made crucial mistakes behind the wheel that could have wiped me off the face of this earth.
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    Quote Originally Posted by refujiunderground View Post
    was going to say that BUT you took the words out of my mouth. i HATE that especially when you got folks that make a sudden stop and do a left or right turn acting like the driver behind them is supposed to be a mind reader. folks in newark like to do that bullshit a lot. driving like it's jamaica or whatever.
    You probably see drivers who drive like it's Richmond Hill or Flushing, too.
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    I hate that there is no indian delivery willing to take order from my zipcode..
    they're everywhere near downtown/ Bellevue but not here!!!

    Gah

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    very kool

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    Quote Originally Posted by loki81 View Post
    what bothers the fuck out of me are drivers who will drive the speed limit on the nose, but ignore other laws like obeying stops signs and using their turn signals.

    what's more dangerous: driving 5 mph over the speed limit, or running a red light?
    People who pause, waddle down the road after the light changes, take a kilometre to reach the speed limit, but then continue nonchalantly accelerating until they're 15 over.
    Americans need to keep their guns so they can protect themselves from gun violence just like Nancy Lanza did. And like Chris Kyle did. And like Gabby Giffords did. And like Tom Clements did. And like Michael Piemonte. And Joseph Wilcox.

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    Meh, it is what it is, and what it is, is a mess.
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